I hope im not pushing too much. tonight's dinner is just pure friends outing. nothing more... go slow idiot, GO SLOW.
im chipping the walls around my heart bit by bit now. *hugs PP, you are just too adorable.*
Its been like what, 18days from that incident. And i dreamed of her on sat and sun. argh. i just hope that she is fine and happy. =)
Monday inspiration.
"DANCE as though no one is watching you,
LOVE as though you have never been hurt before,
SING as though no one can hear you,
LIVE as though heaven is on earth."
signing out
afterall, i went to watch the movie Up by myself. Overall, it is a very lighthearted and funny movie. however, for viewer like me who went in with a broken heart, experienced more pain than laughter.
I was crying most and trying to control myself most of the time. yes i did laugh at certain parts of the movie as it was really very funny. but, just the first 15mins was enough to make me breakdown again.
i hate myself.
aiyo...
she slept at near 4am last night... how can she endure all these... she will eventually tired herself out... dear, please drink more water please...
this moment, last week, i was somewhere else. praying for a forgiveness.
now, i pray for her happiness and health.
its been 1 week since that day.
it seems like 1 year though. the pain is still here. lets all welcome a new member, numb. she finally offered to breakup with me on tuesday. cant blame her, i gave her too much suffering.
真的好想你，希望我在泰国需的愿望会实现。就是你平平安安， 身体健康。我什么都不要了，会不会中4D or TOTO. 可能忘了我会更好吧？
我真的知错了，原谅我好不好?
Of all the things I have learned in my lifetime, the one with the greatest value is that unexpected kindness is the most powerful, least costly and most underrated agent of human change. Competition will improve quality and lower costs. Confidence will enable us to climb a mountain instead of a molehill. But kindness that catches us by surprise brings out the best in our natures.
A quote i got from the "Monday inspirations" i received weekly from my HR. lol
Unexpected kindness.
Oh nice. exactly one year of MIA.
I lost count of how long i have not visited this place.
But the counter shot to 3k? Hmmm.
Im sorry to all the visitors for not updating my blog.
If you are following this, I just want to let you know i miss you alot. Hope you will take good care of yourself!
Now, back to work!
Hey..
Been a long time since i last updated.
Taken from tancy.
interesting survey.
Bolded answers are TRUE.
General
- I am 5'4 or shorter
- I think i'm ugly.
- I have many scars.
- I tan easily.
- I wish my hair was a different colour.
- I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
- I have a tattoo. thinking of getting one of my shoulder blade though.
- I am self-conscious about my appearance.
- I have/had braces.
- I wear glasses.
- I'd get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free.
- I've been told i'm attractive by a complete stranger.
- I have had more than two piercings.
- I have had piercings in places besides my ears.
- I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
- I've sworn at my parents.
- I've run away from home.
- I've been kicked out of the house.
- My biological parents are together.
- I have a sibling less than one year old.
- I want to have kids someday.
- I have children.
- I've lost a child.
Embarrassment
- I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
- Disney movies still make me cry.
- I've snorted while laughing.
- I've laughed so hard i've cried.
- I've glued my hand to something.
- I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
- I've had my trousers rip in public.
- I've had stitches.
- I've broken a bone.
- I've had my tonsils removed.
- I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
- I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
- I've had serious surgery.
- I've had chicken pox.
Travelling
- I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
- I've been on a plane.
- I've been to north america.
- I've been to niagara falls.
- I've been to japan. next year, maybe?
- I've been to europe.
- I've been to africa.
Experiences
- I've been lost in my city.
- I've seen a shooting star.
- I've wished on a shooting star.
- I've seen a meteor shower.
- I've gone out in public in my pyjamas.
- I've pushed all the buttons in a lift.
- I've been to a casino.
- I've been skydiving.
- I've gone skinny dipping.
- I've played spin the bottle.
- I've crashed a car.
- I've been skiing.
- I've been in a play.
- I've met someone in person from the internet.
- i've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
- I've seen the northern lights.
- I've sat on a roof top at night.
- I've played chicken.
- I've seen the rocky horror picture show.
- I've eaten sushi.
- I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
- I'm single.
- I'm in a relationship.
- I'm available.
- I'm engaged.
- I'm married.
- I've gone on a blind date.
- I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
- I have a fear of abandonment.
- I've been divorced.
- I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
- I've told someone I loved them when i didn't.
- I've told someone I didn't love them when i did.
- I've kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
- I've had a crush on someone of the same gender.
- I've kissed a member of the same gender.
- I've had sex with someone of the opposite gender.
- I've had sex with someone of the same gender.
- I've had sex with more than one person at the same time.
- I am a cuddler.
- I've been kissed in the rain.
- I've had sex outdoors.
- I've hugged a stranger.
- I have kissed a stranger.
- I have had sex with a stranger.
Honesty/crime - Oh shi.. lol
- I've done something i promised someone else i wouldn't.
- I've done something i promised myself i wouldn't.
- I have lied to my parents about where i am.
- I am keeping a secret from the world.
- I've cheated while playing a game.
- I've cheated on a test.
- I've driven through a red light.
- I've been suspended from school.
- I've witnessed a crime.
- I've been in a fist fight.
- I've been arrested.
- I've shoplifted.
Drugs/Alcohol
- I've consumed alcohol.
- I have/do smoke cigarettes.
- I have/do smoke pot.
- I regularly drink.
- I've taken painkillers when i didn't need them.
- I take cough medication when i'm not sick.
- I've done hard drugs.
- I've been addicted to an illegal substance.
- I can't swallow pills.
- I can swallow about five pills at a time no problem.
Random
- I can sing well.
- I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
- I open up to others too easily.
- I watch the news.
- I don't kill bugs.
- I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for sake of being able to rhyme.
- I fucking swear regularly.
- I sing in the shower.
- I am a morning person.
- I paid for my mobile phone ring tone.
- I'm a snob about grammar. - ?? I suck at english as a general
- I am a sports fanatic.
- I play with my hair.
- I have/had "x"s in my screen name.
- I love being neat.
- I love spam.
- I've copied more than 30 cds in a day.
- I bake well.
- My favourite colour is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue. - white and blue
- I don't know how to shoot a gun.
- I am in love with love.
- I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
- I laugh at my own jokes.
- I eat fast food weekly.
- I believe in ghosts.
- I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
- I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
- I am really ticklish.
- I love white chocolate.
- I bite my nails.
- I play video games.
- I'm good at remembering faces.
- I'm good at remembering names.
- I'm good at remembering dates.
- I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
- My answers are totally honest.
lol.
enjoy your week, and selamat hari raya aidilfitri to all my muslim friends.
Well.
Friday was a heart breaking moment for my relatives, especially my 3rd, 4th aunt and i dont know why, my mum. for the first time in my life, i witnessed a relative who got cremated in a temple. the above mentioned cried their hearts out when the small metal gate opened up and gave way to my grandma.
Took compassionate leave on mon, thurs and friday. Monday was the first day of my grandma's funeral. All the sons, daughters, grandsons and granddaughters attended her wake in tampines which was held at the void deck of the HDB flat. it was located beside the big field opposite TP. well, it was good to see my relatives once again, as i had not seen them for near 5~7yrs. yup, that includes CNY.
i had that nostalgic feeling when i saw them, it was like as if, we gathered together, for CNY to visit grandma. but this time, we visited grandma for the last time. how sad is that? then my 2nd aunt's son(cousin?) got these priests to come send my grandma on her last journey. she was a teow chew by dialect, so most of the prayers were in that.
half way through, the priest stood on this small bridge and sang in teow chew. i didnt really understand what he was trying to sing, but my 3rd, 4th aunt and my mum startd sobbing. i was like, ah? what happened? it was only made known to me when i got home, that the priest was singing my grandma's life story. how she thought that she would live to 100, but only 88, etc etc. my mum also told me that, the priest saw my grandma by the bridge. he added that my grandma didnt know she passed away until she saw us in those clothing.
on friday, everyone gathered again and all were ready to send my grandma off. you know, those ppl walking in front with vans, while several big buses at the back. didnt really have to walk very far, then we boarded the bus and set off to kong meng san temple located at bright hill road.
before my grandma was cremated, my sister asked me to shout in hokkien, "ah ma, ging chao!". meaning, grandma, faster run away! she explained that by doing so, it will wake my grandma up from the body and escape from the fire. this way, only the physical body will be burnt, but not her soul. well, my sister shouted that sentence when the gate opened, while some of them cried, hard.
then after everything, we went back to tampines and had our lunch at the void deck. to me, its "the last" gathering for all of us. cos there isnt any reason for us to gather anymore, as my grandparents passed away. oh well. shrugs.
painful week lol. personally, i was kinda affected, while going thru the rituals, i looked at my grandma for the last few times and almost cried too, but i fought back. it was.. really heart-wrenching for me. just like my colleague's funeral, totally cant control myself. and i reminded myself, i cant let that happen again..
Ah ma, 放心上路.
We will miss you.
Hey.
Life's all good. Been working in Seagate(Science Park) for near a year and one month. Great learning experience. Will try for part time uni-studies in nus/sim/nus for 2009. failed to enter during 2005&2006.
My grandma(father side) passed away last night @ 1am. =/
Come to think of it, i DO miss her. tho i didnt breakdown/cry as compared to the one i had for my colleague's funeral. i would only visit her during the CNY period, where i collected up to 300(?)+- hongbao from her when police were wearing hot pants. ever since, i love going to her house. my fave food, watch tv, play with my cousins/nephews/whoever(i dont really socialize, you guys shld know. so, "play" is just a word to fill it in there).
but until the time before i entered NS, my family just stopped going over, for god knows why. all i knew was, my parents were not on good terms with some of my uncles and aunties. it was last night, when i finally know what was the main reason behind it. i also got to learn about the small colour cloth you need to pin on your right arm, which generation should wear which:
son/daughter of deceased: brown
grandson/granddaughter of deceased: blue(me)
great grandson/ great granddaughter of deceased: green
if you see a colour on top of another: this person is the husband of the deceased's daughter.
so, last night, all i did was drowning myself with peanuts and packet drinks. when i saw my relatives, i had this nostalgic feeling, as if we were all gathered once again for CNY. however, this time was for my grandma's funeral. i took half day leave on this thurs and one full day on fri, where i will be walking her for the last time.
when i was a kid, i cant really communicate well in hokkien with her. but now... lol. oh well. its a good thing too ya? her journey ends here. she will be starting on a new one soon. =]
Yo.
Doubt anyone reads my blog after MIA for so long eh? like what, two months? ^^
Well. Life's busy i suppose.
I hope i can post a looooooooooooong one on this. Time check: 1727. Time to go home: 1730. :o
Last posted here on the April 08, What was i doing, anyone remembered what they did two months back? Spending time with your love ones? Enjoying some great blockbuster movie? Or just window shopping down in Orchard Road?
Actually, i forgotten what i did, heh. *shrugs*
All i can say is, life's great. More downs than up, but one must learn to recover from falls, FAST. or sayonara to you, baby.
Recovering from illness is something anyone CANT force. You have to take it slow and easy. Just have your regular rests/sleeps, drown yourself with lots of water. You are set, i guess.
Busy with work, trying to learn as much as possible. Trying to OT as much as possible. Trying to get the panda eyes AS FAST AS POSSIBLE. Seriously, i havent been catching up with "Zhou Gong" for the past six months. Gaming, work, trying to catch up with life aint going to give me time to rest ya?
one more month and i have worked in Seagate for one year. What have i learnt? LOTS, i tell you. regards to computer hard/software i guess. how it works, the mechanics of drives and
stuffs, its great. loving it.
*colleague walks in to hurry me to go home* Time check: 1733
Um.. what else.. oh, one more week to ICT. haaaaaaaaaa. fun fun FUN! kinda far from my house tho =/
i also recommended a poly friend of mine into my company. i will have monetary(sp) award =3
now you know why i love this job eh? haha
still maintaining my short term memory. just as bad as usual.
*colleague stands @ door, staring at me* Time check: 1736. HE'S FAST! hahaah
oh well, will update tml, ya?
i promise. love you guys.
Kelvin O:
A friend.
A colleague.
A person who likes to drink milk and soya bean related.
A smoker.
A quiet and humorous friend.
A pool player.
A friend who passed away yesterday, 8 Apr 08.
sigh. life's short, isnt it? tho i known him for only ~8mths, i still feel the pain.
argh, life sucks. he still havent pass his IPPT.... so many things he have yet to achieve...
Last week was rather tiring. So many things that happened and what could possibly go wrong, just WENT wrong. wtf. zzz
nevertheless, i hope all will turn out for the better for the next few months!
I just went for a cub scouts(primary sch scouts) last night in east coast pri sch. I was one of the two hosts. haha, its been a while i last joined any scouting events, including hosting a campfire. zz. ok la, the overall feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel was still there. sure miss those days when i was a scout in bds. =/
the pri schs that attended was, temasek, telok kurau , red swastika, feng shan and east coast . i had to tune my mindset to the same level as those brats. so.... kidish ~_~ lol. not used to it, but i definitely enjoyed myself =b
as usual, the clearing up of the firepit was a disaster. the drain grills, hot burning embers, blah blah. we had around eight to ten people(leaders, not scouts nor ventures) to clear the leftovers.
best part, i am assigned the chairman for the east area(forgot if its east area or district) campfire... hmmm. well, this is definitely something i nv done b4, as in chairman of such a big event. and ill be assessed on this project of mine. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
good luck man. i need it =b
Yup.
Now i have two computers in my room(which is gonna be damn hot in the coming yrs)
The reason i bought an additional computer is because of the recent(few months back) hackings that took place in my current game, Final Fantasy 11. the numbers of accounts that were hacked, reached up to like, 3400~. woot. so far, i dont have any friends who got hacked. hence, i decided that i should play game on my current com, and surf net on the new one. It was a pain, i tell you.
It took me near a month to get this new computer up and running. Why? I tried to use my old motherboard but it kept having issues detecting and stuffs, bah. cant be bothered. now that its up, im quite satisfied.
but! i also installed another 80GB HDD in my gaming rig(aka computer), which i installed new OS into it.
and as a result... my game cant function properly. cos the registry(something like "path) of my game is tied down to the old OS and not the newly installed one. soooooooooooooooooo, i had to reinstall. the reinstall part was kinda short, but painful.
however, the verifying of 20,000 files and downloading them... priceless. 3hrs? in the end, i played romance of the three kingdoms 6 -.- old sch la! lol
i would say that my gaming computer is only 60% restored. i still need to move files, reroute paths of programs and stuffs. then, i can finally, stop touching them for the next few yrs. =D
I realized that whenever i encounter something i dont want to find out or when i just want to simply escape from the reality. i always turn to games, be it my FF11 or other fighting games. as long as its a game that i know how to play, thats my only place to make me forget about the real life. the cruelty of Fate, how It plays with my friend's life. making me feel liking escaping from everything.
oh man, why... no... the result's not out yet, i cant give up hopes... i must brave thru...
Hmmm..
This is the 2nd or 3rd week that i woke up @ 0330 on sundays to play game. What to do? They stay in America, which is almost the direct opposite timing from ours. sigh. sibei shag ah. heeelppppp
sibei stone. shit, and i realized that im starting to lose touch on my JP liao. cannot cannot, must go apply for elementry 2 le.
another 200 gonna fly liao ヽ(´ー｀)ノ
Wha.
Its been like what.. 3 months that i stopped updating! lolol
Firstly, i sincerely apologize(as if still got ppl read, haha) for ppl who had been expecting me to regularly update my blog. And, i want to Thank you guys who had been visiting this lifeless blog! =D
Well, Life's good. Same ol' usual i guess. FFXI, and nothing much. I bought another computer and im reusing back my old parts. this will be used just for pure surfing of the net and stuffs while the other powerpack computer, will be just for my gaming and stricly NO internet surfing.
Why do i say so? there was 2400++ accounts hacked and i have a few friends who got targeted by these idiots. Now, i have to save my password in notepad and whenever i want to login, i will copy and paste into the password textfield, lame right? no choice. i plan to remove all internet browsers and thats it. but, my 2nd computer is giving me hell right now. tonnes of issues to solve and its annoying/irritating. argh.
I have yet to post my Resolutions for 2008, right? Hmmm, will do that in the later part of this post.
Ah, Chinese New Year. It's another boring one. i stopped visiting my relatives a few years back. Due to some bad relationships among my parents and them ba. *shrugs* Nevertheless, i didnt stop the hongbaos from flowing in! I visit ppl instead =X
happy belated Valentine's Day to all the couples and singles out there!!!!!!! Wha, another year passed. So fast la, hahaha
Oh, and did i mentioned i passed my JP class, Elementary 1? Yes yes, i know. n000000b. but seriously, i improved alot after attending this class, Bunka in Orchard. My only weakness is forming sentences with particles and stuffs. the best part? my teacher's quite pretty and she's a Japanese too la! lololol =X
Im moving on to elementary2, as it teaches past tense and stuffs. Bah, how i wish i can skip and go straight to JLPT4. =/
Work. All's well. picking up as each day passed by. got 3 more new colleagues who joined Seagate. Now, im waiting for an empty slot so that i can recommend my friend to come in. =D then we can go home together liao =3
Studies. Ya, as i told my family 4589793457th time, i wont be applying for the local unis(including sim , smu etc). I want to build up my finance first. save first, talk later. correct? i mean, come on. i know the financial status of my family and trust me, we are just struggling thru, lol.
so, yaaaaaaaaaaaaa. maybe in 09 or something, then i will apply. meanwhile, i will continue to study for my Japanese language! i have the assistance from the dictionary and book from cytan. haha, useful books, i tell you. aided me alot, thanks!
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Resolutions for this 2008!
1) Able to communicate in Japanese. (at least to a JLPT4/3 standard)
2) Obtain maat's cap by year end. estimated time to level the remaining lol*insert jobs here*.
3) TRY to be less bad tempered. I know i know, im trying la. ie, not to flare up unnecessarily.
4) Further improve on my computer skills. Both hardware and software related.
5) Talk less, do more! (so general, huh? lol)
I guess thats what i want to say, for the past 3 months. haha, but without the details =b
take care all, cheers! gonna go back to work now!
PS. im buying psp nxt mth =X just to play a cute game. i cant believe it. sigh.
Seems like a long time i didnt update here.
Well, lets start from last week, shld we?
On, 13/11(tues) i went to Linkin Park concert. Man, i tell you, i was blown away. The feeling was so... extrodinary and soooooooooong la. I was seated kinda far back tho, but my N95 was able to zoom in, not as good as digital cams, but hey, 5megapixel. not bad liao =b
the person sitting on my left, seems to be a malay? or non-chinese at least. was soooooooooo quiet while waiting for the concert to start. but as the atmosphere starts to raise, he went crazy -.- He machiam "followed" me la, i scream(literally), he scream. i jump, he jump, i sang loud loud, he sang louder-.-. doh.
reached there like 1930? but it started like 2100. damn. but the waiting was worth while tho. the crowd was so crazy too la, everytime the guitarist was tuning his strings, the stadium went wild lor, assumed that the concert will start, but nah. lol
took leave for the 14. heh, went to T3. Wow, looks spacious tho, like the feel. paid $1 to enter the departure area, god knows when will i have the chance to get in there again sia. there's a wide variety of shops in there too.
on the 15/11 4am, i suddenly had running nose. out of the blue la! i thought was nth, so i didnt care so much abt it. i still went for my badmintion session with my colleagues. until the next day, wha, song bo liao. high fever, body aches etc. doc told me was seasonal flu. bah. so for that week, worked for only 2 days? >.>
to you: thanks for the wonderful dinner. really appreciated it. =D
Wow.
Seems like ages i last came here to blog.
Quick updates(as usual, im not a man of long words =b)
Went for an medical appt. Doc said the seriousness of my illness is quite moderate, for my age. meaning to say, im half way thru the leader! =D
as usual, need anaesthesia to numb the area. total of 4 areas for that. hmmm. didnt know it is this serious...
Nth much happened recently tho, except for a small gathering of my close ex-classmates. was expecting quite a number of people to turn out, like the previous one we had, before i entered NS. in the end, you can count with one hand lo =X
otherwise, it's rather nice to see my frens in good shape(no, i dont mean physically) and health~ =D
One republic Ft Timberland - Apologize
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like an angel, heavens not the thing for you,
But I'm afraid
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologizes, it's too late
Woahooo woah
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah
I'm holding your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...
I didnt know im such a pest to you.
Ok, ill keep my distance from now on.
Went for my colleague, Lewis's wedding dinner last night.
Well, it was quite a night with like, 24tables? give and take 2 tables ba.
Then i saw, Lewis's good brothers, were like, maybe a handful.
As for his wife, less than 5.
So, i was thinking, Will i only get this much brothers for my wedding? Who am i going to get? Who wish to be my so-call-"brother"? shrugs.
Damn. i had another thing to blog about, BUT I FORGOTTEN ABT IT AGAIN! DAMNNIT. someone pls change my brain.
...
Early morning, my mum's asking me to help her cheeena colleagues to write resume.
hello, excuse me. anyone is ok, even tho i would still be reluctant to helpbut cheena ppl? No thanks man.
I mean, come on. its so easy to write a resume? shrugs. cant be bothered.
Im very tired these few days.
So worked out, so exhausted from my current project in my company.
endure.. will be over before you know it...
Do people actually appreciate what you have/had done for them?
They do? shrugs
Do they even feel that itsy bitsy grateful for you for what you have done for them? hmmm...
Thought for the day.
dont worry readers, im grateful for the things you have/had done for me, in the past few yrs. thanks =3
And so, i was late for work today! =X
yet, i was still in the top five list of the first few to reach the office first. heng ah XD
And.. i bought tix to Linkin park's concert thats going to be held in indoor stadium! Weeee. =X
Yay! Im one of the 800,000 people who are issued with a letter, reminding to pay the fee for overdue books -.-
And guess how much i owe the National Libary Board(?) (NLB)?
$3.15. Thats right, 3.15. And guess WHEN was the book overdued.
year 2003.
roll eyes
and god knows where is the book now. LOL
Hmmm. i reminded myself that i have a couple of things to blog, but i forgotten it all now -.- only remembered this NLB issue. LOL
...
And so, my friend got featured in today's Straits Time's Urban section. He was spotted at zouk last night with his clothesthatmadetheinterviewerturnedtolookathimonemoretime.
right. good job Shuan! hahahaha.
i feel like doing the commercial that goes like:
Casio watch - $80
jeans - $50
converse shoes - $80
getting featured in Urban - Priceless.
HAHAHAHAHA. omg, when he was asked if he thinks he's handsome, my fren replied this, I think im above average, but having the confidence is more important.
steady la Shaun. gjwd. you made my day...
really.
接下来，是一个。。。很感动又会让您流眼泪的post...
大家看了，别感动到掉了眼泪喔！
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xxx, 我想你啊。。。
大概连自己都没有发现到自己的梦是什么吧。。。
其实真要说起来，没有任何优点的笨xxx之所以会吸引我，
xxx你从以前开始是一心一意想着yyy，为了yyy拼命对不对。。。？
这个啊。。。。。。
就代表希望喜欢的人幸福。。。
希望能够和喜欢的人一起幸福，不是吗？
不是为了自己，而是为对方著想的「梦想」，
这种梦想可以不是人人都能够拥有的。
所以我真的很高兴！
因为我变得跟xxx一样了！
然后。。。
谢谢你陪我到最后！
不，
应该说，
谢谢你看到最后。。。
太好了。。。
恭喜你，
xxx!
抓住了梦想！
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that was taken from a comic. if you guys want it, can ask from me. its touching when its abt to end. btw, if you are unable to see the chinese characters, pls do the following:
go to the View option, then Encoding, choose Unicode? or the chinese simplified, or traditional. lol.
Early morning and i saw things that most of us does not like/want to see. sigh, me again! Nvm, will say later-.-
Nevertheless, i should recall what i did for the weekend.
Last fri(7/9/07), went to Peppermint, St James Power House. As i was lack the age requirements (*&^~@%^), 2 of my NS colleagues and me decided to chill out at peppermint. My colleague opened the first round of white wine. Forgot the name of the wine but, you can taste the grapes more than the alcohol content itself. all was fun, catching up with them and stuffs. swinging away the night, yo ah yo, yo ah yo, this is hokkien and got to know one of my colleague broke up with his gf during March. =/ their relationship was quite a long one, they were even ready to get ROM. sigh
So, after we(my male colleague drank 2½ glass of wine, the other female colleague drank 1 glass and me, drank 2½ glass of wine) finished our wine. my fren decided to go for 2nd round, /shocked. -.- so, this time, it was my treat.. of tiger beer-.-
and wow, you can really taste the malt and not like that normal tiger beer you buy from supermarkets. my fren explained that the beer here had been distilled 1-2times only. hence, the taste of malt. after finishing our beer(my female fren, can see that she almost KO from the wine liao lol), share cab and went home.
we entered a cab and told the uncle:
me: uncle, 3 places. kaki bukit bedok reservoir, tampines and hougang.
uncle: ... so, is kaki bukit or bedok reservoir?
me: um.. ponders bedok reservoir blk 1xx.
uncle: in a quite not happy tone ok, then next time hor, if kaki bukit, say kaki bukit. bedok reservoir, say bedok reservoir.
we: ...total silence
so, my fault? shrugs MY PLACE IS REALLY KAKI BUKIT WHAT! -.- aiya, wtf. who cares. will meet them again, maybe next month XD. then next yr nov, will meet them again to enter St James -.-v
Sat/Sun.
Game Game Game while trying to recover from red spots on my body by drowning myselfliterally with water to dilute away the alcohol in my body. sobs my pa called this beer mok(prounce mok in hokkien). i would say, i recovered like 80%? i still feel the itch once in a while.
and this morning, i saw that joker again! the one i mentioned few posts back, abt this guy's nose touching the door of the mrt. forgot/dont know? refer to the below post pls XD saw him board the mrt @ raffles place. a few stops after he boarded, he dug his nose like he didnt do that for N years. wha lao-.-... damn er xin lo.
...so. what a weekend and start of the morning. How was yours? =]
o.O i just read the newspaper, that linkin park is coming to SG for performance on the 13 of Nov. (´∀｀)
sigh.
Im gonna miss my wireless keyboard.. in exchange for the newly bought Logitech G15 keyboard. i had so much fun with my old keyboard, we did it anywhere, from bed, to the floor and even the writing desk which is beside my computer desk. the only downside for my old keyboard, was the synchronizing between the keyboard/mse and the adapter. was quite a pain in the backside. but, was worth it for the wireless (and dont forget the batteries-.-!)
nevertheless, $129 flew out of my wallet, just like that!. At first, i was choosing between G11 keyboard and G15. if you noticed, the difference is just the additional LCD screen. You know la, i like fanciful stuffs. hence, the G15 won XD
the 18 additional buttons by the left side are for gaming purposes. its a macro, that does everything for you, at the leisure of just pressing 1 button! the only problem is, you need to remember which key is for which. where i have 8 lv75 jobs in ffxi, and i play half of them. -.-.... this is gonna be crazy. unless i write them down first, then slowly remember lo =.=
sobs. i checked the dictionary liao, its $80 bucks. well, i will buy this next month then >.>
As for the jeans, it will be somewhere soon, i hope. i have a kind fren who has discount for getting levis jeans in the month of her bday
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What am i doing in the office on a wonderful Saturday morning?! omg! damn, when there's a first time, there will always be a second.. a third.. forth.. fifth..
siao liao XD
gonna get my logitech g15 keyboard and a japanese dictionary later after work in bugis.
okok, lets not side track. i should get back to work!
zomg! Trance master, Paul van Dyk will be spinning trance music tonight at @ Zouk!!!!
must ..... gooooooo....
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I forgot to bring my pass yet again. argh. then tonight's OT, how am i going to punch card?! cries! but! who cares. i will inform my boss anyway. haha
And wow, TODAY(no, not the newspaper) calls for a celebration. why? cos its pay day =X i can finally get the things i wanted sooooooooooooo looooooooooong:
JP dictionary
Levis Jeans
Samsung 20" LCD
Logitech G15 keyboard
... and the list goes on.. blah blah. Any friends wanna meetup for a makan session >.>? now's the time boy. =D
This morning, I saw this teenager standing in front of the MRT door. As usual, I was leaning against the glass panel. So, I observed that he kept looking around his surroundings and once in a while, me. Hence, I glanced around to see if there was any chio-bu(s) but, dont have leh.
So irritating leh, from Raffles Place station till the both of us alighted at Bunoa Vista MRT. He has this relatively long mustache(sp) which was touching the top of his lips. Ok, all these doesnt matter.
I noticed that he had the habit of smirking to himself once in a while. Siao bo -.-. Then, he would go *touch* the door glass with his nose. what the... i saw him did that a few times liao, faints. He had the tendency to keep his face damn close to the door lor, you can see the vapour it. -.-
Buay tahan, early morning see this kind of people. Back to work!
11:35
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sigh. seriously, how many of you gamers out there, are willing to bia cab(if possible) after OT to go home to help out in the game?
i have a fren who told me, "cant compare". ok fine, but all i want to say is this, i had been doing that for the past 1yr, forking out money from my OWN pocket to rush back to help out my frens in the game(FF11).
"its just a game, why make such an effort?"
its just like, you have a bunch of good buddies waiting for you, at some spot in Singapore before you guys start your event. would YOU make an effort to be there asap?
afterall, some of you will compare that, real life and game totally cant compare at all. ok, i accept this reasoning. i tell you why, i am willing to part my own money for this game.
bcos of my affection for these group of people whom i had did so many events for the past few yrs. until recently, activities in within this group of people are dropping so bad, that some(if not half) are jumping ship to another new boat. lei g dou ma? i dont think so.
but nevertheless, i still try to make it in time for the events with this group of wonderful people. whether they want to trust me that i have to OT/some other valid reasons, that i cant join the event, idk and seriously, idc.
they used to start their events at around 10:30-11pm. now? minimum 0000hrs. like huh? so late? come on la, if you all are going to wait for a handful of ppl, why not station some of our people outside of the area. so that when they arrive, pass the clock and we can just go in? (in this case, im refering to dynamis.) and even sky, so much easier. they can just make their way there while we are fighting the monsters.
as for other events like, limbus, salvage, etc. ok fine, i understand that you need to gather sufficient manpower before we head out for it.
you think you are tired, what about the rest of the members who joined this ls who 一起出生入死 with this ls? have you think abt them? how do they feel?
想想看吧.
... z.Z
slpt at 5am this morning. dont ask why lol.
luckily, i had don to chat with me till 3-4am+. heng ah, thanks again!
woke up at 615, feeling like a zombie patrolling my house. -makes zombie noise-
then i had another hour of slp during lunch time. that reaaaally was....nottt.... enuff......
tonight got to OT! sian bo. sigh, nvm. for money, heck care liao! XD
just a quick emo rant for the morning before i decide to push it aside for the day.
firstly, fuck la, you bunch of fools taking mrt at eunos. come on la, you fucking see the mrt is fucking packed. then stop fucking trying to squeeze your fat/slim body in la. besides, the next mrt is bound to come in less than 3mins. why not just stand there, and just wait for it? you all MUST squeeze in right? die die must get your fat ass onto the pitiful mrt right?
dumb asses.
secondly, i had a dream of MiDi last night. lol, yet again. one of my poly fren caught the both of us together and we were like, trying to stop him from bun-knifing us. i woke up and its 6am. many of you(which i doubt more than 75% reads/knows my blog) might think: "hey, this had been so long, why do you still hold on to it?"
i just... deep sigh ...dont know. its not that i have not given up. i just dont know how to explain this emo im experiencing now. call it reminiscences, call it stupidity, whatever.
im being represented by 半岛铁盒. the song that reminds me of her:
My Immortal by Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
[Chorus]
No, dont get me wrong. i dont mean any negative/bad meaning behind this song. What im trying to say is basically, your presense still lingers here, and it wont leave me alone...
trust me, i dont mean any bad meaning, despite the song will make MiDi seems like so horrifying.
ok. end of emo rant for the last day of the week that went pass so fast! -.- im still deciding whether to come back for OT on sunday... bah!
>.>
i know its been a long time since i last updated. well, been rather lazy to update la XD
all's well. been trying to find dates and reasons to OT. damn, i have become such a workaholic. hmmm, what to do? im poor ma. lol
and you know what? its been another week la! so fast... when you have work, time really passes damn fast. but the saddest part was,my aloe vera died(not died la, i realized it did not have any roots, so i pulled it out) on National Day... =/
why are some of my friends surprised that, "huh?! aloe vera??" shrugs.
-.-
last night's taxi fee was a wasted one. first, i ended work at 2030 where i cant claim. cos, the company only allows you to claim taxi fare after 2100. ok, fine. then you all must be thinking; haiyo, then work until 2100 la, 30mins only. well, neither did i expect bus 92 to stop service at 2000. -.-' LL lor, last night's 19 bucks flew just like that.
2nd thing, KAOZ! I CANT INSTALL FF11 IN MY OFFICE! heard from my colleague that the IT support team have blocked all internet ports... even irc also cannot enter. -.-
oh well, fate la -.-
finally, i finished the Deathly hallows this morning @ 530am. lol, i thought i would stop reading it at 130am. but as a result, i decided to bia all the way, lol!
nevertheless, great book that kept me following for the past few yrs. since when, im not too sure. now, i can finally concentrate back onto my game =b
wha, my eyes are damn heavy now = =. i want to slp ~_~
and tml is monday, sian -.-
Hmmm.
this habit of inconsistent eating is starting to ... how do you say, bother me. my "diet" now is as such, drink milk in the morning before i go for work(0630hrs), then 0945-10xx(latest was near 1100hrs), breakfast, near 1245-1300hrs is lunch. 1630 is tea break.
now, my plan is to eat brunch(0945-10xx), normally is wanton mee. have honeydew and coke(caffine to keep myself awake) for lunch and eat a meal during tea break(which i always fail to do so, which results in only eating bread) so that i dont need to eat dinner at home. then when i reach home, ill just have a light dinner.
is it just me or is my body acting up. hmmm, and btw, in case you guys(girls?) are wondering why im not eating during brunch, lunch, teabreak and dinner, im saving up. =D lol. so, i devised a plan that, i will only eat brunch(to cover for breakfast and "half" of lunch) and teabreak( to cover for the "other half" of lunch and dinner). saves more money, isnt it?
aiya, who cares. and hey! i just installed a pair of speakers onto this computer! hehe...
now, the next and final qn, shld i install FF here -.-?
Haha, this is damn funny.
zomg lol
haha! this is EVEN better
wha, just got Ninja to 75 ytd morning. woke up at 6am, specially to bia it to 75. woot.
now i have 8 75jobs. another... 7 jobs to go (rdm@66, pld, rng, drk, smn, bst and drg)! prolly go rdm > smn > rng > drg > drk > bst > pld -.-
shhhhhhhhooooooo coooooooooooolddddddd in the offffffffffice......
i had a fren who said this to me.
she commented that why continue to OT? she added that work is endless, so there's really no need to OT to finish your work.
well, yes i do agree that work's endless. but, to me, i feel that if you dont work on your current assignments, it will stack up. hence, your work will really be endless. lol
.... shit, i forget whats my original objective of wanting to blog liao. sigh. oh well, back to work.
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today is my 4th or 5th OT liao. wha bian, join havent for 2weeks, so much OT le. >_<
i dont know how much longer i can tahan, tho its not bothering me that much but still... my work place @ science park(bunoa vista) leh... zzz
oh well.
fook you!
here i am, in the fooking empty office. where everyone else is at home sleeping. and me? all alone in this damn place.
thanks jason. for asking me to come back. im so grateful for you "concern" for asking me to come back to "rush" this project. thanks dude!
woke up at 630, reached at 8am. nvm, its just 1hr30mins wasted. im cool with that. 8am to 9:25, 1hr25mins, 75bucks of OT pay gone, JUST LIKE THAT. for asking me to come back to suffer in the damn office(in case you all dont know, i dont like the cold). thanks man, thanks so much.
there. done with ranting. im out of this place. ciaos.
sucker.
Heehee..
Im blogging in my office now. work's fine here, period. have yet to do anything major yet. but well, so far so good. enjoying my work now. so fun! got to see so many cool gudgets and expensive, mind you. lol
oh well, back to work!
yay!
got a job in Seagate liao. starting work this coming Mon. yay! finally have income, yay!
hope it will be fun there. meanwhile, i will postpone my studies till a few yrs later.
hmm, majority of my frens are pursuring their studies in uni. hmmm, why am i always the odd ball out? sigh, oh well. at least i have income. and i have a different vision/goal from them. who cares. lol =D
Yay! i got a job in Seagate liao! as an associate engineer in firmware development!
Finally have ka$ching coming in A.Av
might be starting work on 9th of July. shrugs, wait for the HR to confirm with me.
meanwhile, im back to scouting! i will be having a PLTC(patrol leaders training camp) in Sarimbun... hmmm, the old memories with my old kakees. Kamarul, Khaliq, Kamal... wha, just like the good old days while i was in the old BDS.... reminisce...
-shakes head- nono... you cant let that happen again...
anyway, i prepared most of the things liao! hehe, time for some scouting fun xD!
did i say when is the camp? -refers to above paras- oh, no, dont have -.-
it will be this fri to sun. Wont see you guys/girls online then =b
take care! anything, feel free to call/sms la! dont shy =b
i dont know why, my lower back(near the spinal core) hurts like hell. i cant even bend down to brush my teeth lo.. went for physiotheraphy(correct term?) to have my bone 'altered' back.. damn pain sia, but it works =DD
went for a 2nd interview in seagate again! this time, its purely related to computer hardware. and man, i tell you. i love this job. hope they will get back to me! =D
Just went for Seagate's job interview for assistant engineer. basically, its abt hardware, being a tech savvy. i dont know if they will hire me tho, they asked me to wait for their reply. if i get thru, they will call me for 2nd interview. shrugs, hope they select me xD
Its been six days since i had ORD... feels good, no need to wake at 0630, lol. but i guess, happiness are shortlived ba?
sister is pressuring me to find a job. sigh. cant i enjoy life again.. lol oh well, having a job would be good tho. salary and stuffs. seems i really need to get out of my comfort zone. =/
Today, 08/06/07 will be the FIRST and LAST time that i will like the colour, PINK.
hee hee hee..
Well, as i was walking out my camp @ seletar ytd, the feeling.. was heavy. i will really miss these group(selective =b) colleagues that i had work with. so many to mention, but names are classified so.. =/
then this morning, as i was walking around the various depts, bidding good bye to some of the friends that i made during my course. the list of names just goes on and on.
I just want to say, a big "thank you" to all of you out there again! for enriching my NS life in this wonderful dept..=]
Hello all!
lol, sorry for the long hiatus. was bored with life(serious, nth much interesting to tell you guys) and busy gaming.
anyway, JUST BOUGHT A NEW COM! weeeeeee
cost around 1.1-1.3k... sobsob. expensive sia. zzz
..ouch ouch.. my unlcer(sp?) hurts... its located right on my upper lips, in front of my "gate teeth"... -.-
best of all, MY ROOM IS SO QUIET AND NOT HOT LAAAAAAAAA! psych. XD
chat another day =b
woot.
just bought Linkin Park's Minutes to Midnight and Timberland presents SHOCK VALUE.
=DDDDDDDDD
i was quite looking forward to their new album. once again, i can blast my eardrums again =]
as for now, im submitting my resume to DSTA to work for them as associate engineering. =D wish me luck guys.
saw this hilarious
almost choked on my carrot cake when i watched this... lmfao.
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i just had an old school dream...
i dreamt that i was back in my sec sch with my WHOLE classmates in it. location of class, i dont recall it but.. she was sitting beside me.. =/ and her close friends were around her too.
but the most vivid thing was, Yusri... with his "bu-ker-ti". seriously, i had long forgotten how to spell this guy's name.. and i remember laughing away so loudly that, no even 1 soul in the class laughed with me.... bah! -.-
there are times when i tried to crack a laugh/funny joke, where normally there would be respond... idc whats the respond is, at least make some commotion la. but in the dream, nothing, nil, 0 responds from the class.. i was freaked out =.=
oh well, what a dream for Labour day!
46 days to ORD.
i still have 4 days of annual leave and half a day of OFF to clear. how? -.-
damn, i just hate it when ppl promised to meet me but dont pick up my phone the following day. come on la, if you agreed to meet, then have the balls to meet me and not not picking up my calls. dont get the wrong idea, im not refering to -xian- girls. notice the word, balls.
im fine if you dont want to meet me ya? you can tell me straight in the face. i dont give a damn. less work for me anyway. but i just HATE it when you break a promise between each other. it comes to show what kind of character you have. thanks abang, jiwa seh!
oh, another thing, sorry timo & dar(no, not darling. sheesh.). from today onwards, im not gonna share any info with regards to work anymore. thats too bad, i know that my previous upperstudies used to have secret between them and dont share with me but i dont know why that im reacting so strongly this time. oh well, cheers and out.
enjoy your weekend!
yawn
-looks at the clock, 0745-
its been a long weekend? took leave on thursaday. then its a Good Friday, then the weekends. woot. appointments kept getting delayed and delayed, till the weekends! im sick of working on the weekends la.... i want to enjoy at home, playing my game and watch tv. =/
Im changing computer in 2months time. i got a new aloe vera plant beside my computer. my colleague said that its suppose to help -absorb- the radiation from the computer. whether it absorbs or not, aiya, i dont really care. who knows, when im hungry, i can just peel part of the aloe vera off and eat lo =.=
oh, another thing. i got promoted to LTA on April's fool! =.= soo... am i suppose to treat this as a joke? =.= NO WAY! ahaha.
im actually touched that i was congratulated over the OA email by some of my colleagues. total... 3 people... well, not that i really expect/want ppl to "congrats" me but.. 3 is really not the number i expected, shld have been more >.>
hmmm.
it seems that one can never make everyone happy, right? lol, oh well. shrugs
ok, 2 more months with five days of leave left to clear. how abt that? im starting to feel it. nope, not the ORD mood but rather, the stress from at work. no longer from my bosses nor the workload itself.
my understudies are the ones who are adding to my stress level. its true how a master should never teach all his skills to his disciple. after teaching a few tricks to them and getting to know them better on the personal touch, they are starting to crawl all over me. seriously, who do you guys think you are? a pair of JC students from NJ and RJ? sorry guys, i still have lots of tricks up my sleeves. sad to say, which i did not teach to the both of you.
yup, i will have to admit. JC students have the drive to move on. they think faster than the poly gradutes. but nevertheless, poly grads are much more street-wiser than JC out there.
anywhere, anytime.
now, i only pray for my network and charistma to aid me in the next two months. thats all i ask for. i want to achieve my award, i want to prove it to my colleagues and my previous boss. i want to prove to the both of you that, even if i cant keep up on par with you buggers, i will not embarrass myself.
cheers!
ps. i just added the link to the story. thanks to whoever reminded me. =] as usual la, i try to update =.=...
=.=
nice ma? haha.
half way thru. gaming now, intensive now XD
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i told myself this afternoon that i have lots of things to post at night!
but now, i forgot 70% of them =/
oh well.
anyway, i was heading down to boon lay mrt and i saw this petite girl board the crowded mrt. so, she was standing 45 degress to my left(i was sitting). so, i was trying hard to mind my own business but, you know la. men~ so, i stopped after admiring for 3 times of few secs. =X
so, we got out of tunnel and she got a seat behind her. i was listening to my iPod shuffle la. then i was looking ard the mrt, i saw 2 middle age man stepped in. then i saw them gorging at her... no need like that one lo.. then this eurasian who was sitting few seats to her left, was turning to look at her at times =.=
bah, who cares
Fate(缘份) vs Coincidence(巧合)
In the dictionary, fate means power predetermining events from eternity; what is destined.
where,
coincidence means remarkable concurrence of events without apparent causal connection.
that you think, these two work hand in hand? are they related to each other?
i opined that in a waaaaaay, sort of la. everything has been decided(destined) in life, thats fate. you cant really change it.
wherelse, coincidence is pure luck, i should say. well, i dont know.
are people really fated to know each other? or is it just pure coincidence?
think about it =]
Happy Birthday to Ms tancy on her 22nd birthday~
may all your wishes come true =]
finally, moved the story to another site. =b
wondering how come i have the time to move the whole story to a new blog?
cos ff11 having server updates =X
anyway, well..
exact 3 mths before i leave the Force. Happy? Sad? thrilled? *shrugs* dont know. =/ work seems to be crawling back to me. dont you just loooooove it? despite the fact that ppl complain of endless workload to clear. for me, i just wish i have tones of them.
non official work can become official work~
yes, im all psyched up to go all out for the remainding three mths.
a motto all these while, Success through Endeavour. =]
Jia you!
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i seriously need to curb my anger. esp when it comes to borrowing money from me..
oh god. pls. help me curb this temper of mine..
is it the fact that she still owe my $600?
is it because of my character/attitude?
or is it because...
she is my mum...?
Eh... sorry for the lack of updates of the story.. due to the fact, im kinda busy this week.. preparing for my boss's farewell dinner etc etc
eh. sorry ah, i know i promised you that i will update tonight with a super duper long one.. but, im caught up with work now... pls dont angry... ok?
take care all..
got this from pinky's blog. tmd, so hard to copy paste, kns! change your blogskin la.
Minus 1% for everything that you’ve done. Then repost as your %.
[ start with 100%]
1.Smoked.
2.Drank alcohol.
3.Cried when someone died.
4.Been drunk.
5.Had sex.
6.Been to a concert.
7.Given a handjob/gotten a handjob.
8.Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob.
9.Been verbally sexually harassed.
10.Verbally sexually harassed somebody.
11.Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12.Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13.Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriendbefore.
14.Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15.Been to prom.
16.Cried at school.
17.Gotten lost in a WalMart or adepartment store.
18.Went streaking.
19.Given a lap dance.
20.Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.
21.Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22.Slept over at someone of the opposite sex’shouse.
23.Kissed a stranger.
24.Hugged a stranger.
25.Went scuba diving.
26.Driven a car.
27.Gotten an xray.
28.Hit by a car.
29.Had a party.
30.Done drugs.
31.Played strip poker.
32.Got paid to strip for someone.
33.Ran away from home.
34.Broken a bone.
35.Eaten sushi.
36.Bought porn.
37.Watched porn.
38.Made porn.
39.Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
40.Been in love.
41.Frenched kissed.
42.Laughed so hard you cried.
43.Cried yourself to sleep.
44.Laughed yourself to sleep.
45.Stabbed yourself.
46.Shot a gun.
47.Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48.Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
49.Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
50.Watched an animal die.
51.Watched a person die.
52.Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53.Pranked somebody.
54.Put somebody in the hospital.
55.Snuck into someone’s room and/or your own room after being out.
56.Kissed somebody of the same sex.
57.Dressed punk.
58.Dressed goth.
59.Dressed preppy.
60.Been to a motocross race.
61.Avoided somebody.
62.Been stalked.
63.Stalked someone.
64.Met a celebrity.
65.Played an instrument.
66.Ridden a horse.
67.Cut yourself.
68.Bungee jumped.
69.Ding dong ditched somebody.
70.Been to a wild party.
71.Got caught stealing something.
72.Kicked a guy in the balls.
73.Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74.Went out with your friend’s crush.
75.Got arrested.
76.Been pregnant.
77.Babysat.
78.Been to another country.
79.Started your house on fire.
80.Had an encounter with a ghost.
81.Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82.Been asked out by someone that you never thought you’d to be asked out by.
83.Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84.Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
85.Sat on your ass all day.
86.Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87.Had a job.
88.Gotten cut from a sports team.
89.Been called a wh0re.
90.Danced like a wh0re.
91.Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92.Been in a car accident.
93.Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94.Been told you have beautiful hair.
95.Raped somebody.
96.Danced in the rain.
97.Been rejected.
98.Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99.Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100.Been raped.
Put your “– % virgin”
hmmm... Im a 59% ver-gin. hurhur. im not that pure afteralll...... A.A
Let me post something.. about what happened first, then i will see later if i have the moooood to continue story >.>v
So, i was telling my colleague's understudy what to expect and not in our office. who to look out for, the best friends(aka backstabbers), the bosses and stuffs. sigh, in the end, i taught him how to chao keng. =.=v
anyway, not only did i taught him how to chao keng... it seems that im teaching him... how to be/behave/act/ like me... =/ i know i shldnt be brainwashing him but.. *shrugs* think i will stop doing that.. its sad if the world has another me. =DD
and yesterday, i was driving and was about to turn right, and there were cars(one from each side, a cab was coming from the right) coming towards me. so, i decided to hiong. well, if last night, i didnt decide to step on the accelarator... thats it for me i guess. haha =D the cab was like 5m away from me before i drove into the lane im suppose to get into. then he *borrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr* at me for near 10secs! hahaah, that feeeling was.. *shrugs*
oh well, as long as dinner did not spill over in the car. who cares? =]
Lets take a break from storytelling. heh.
FIRSTLY! HAPPY 2007 PEOPLE!!! WEEEE (im so busy in game now, but its ok. still must make time to blog =D)
i have so much to comment about 2006 and my hopes for 2007 A.A
I am gonna list, my favorties and hates for this yr.
1) Song of THE YEAR!!! : Shakira- Hips dont lie.
Reason: Before i commissioned as from OCS, my bunkmate was playing his mp3 and we were just 4hrs before we step onto the parade square. then, this magical song was being played. and my fren go on it loud loud for the WHOLE FLOOR to listen! XDDD. OMG, that feeling was really... beyond god-like(lingo in dota). kk, enuff said =X
2) Song that helped me to endure thru taiwan-cum-Brunei: PCD - Beep.
reason: ok, its weird but, we were allowed to bring entertainment and so i brought my MD over. i transfered the whole of PCD's album in. and gosh, this song... kept ringing in my head, wherever and WHENEVER. LOL missions, to slping in the bunks, to R&R(means, go tour ard the town). literally, is everywhere lol.
3) song in my mind for the past 3years: mario winans - i dont wanna know
reason: i think it sounds stupid but, this is the song between the both of us. the song that links us together. oh well.
4) song i love since BMT(mohawk company): Evanescence - My immortal
reason: i first heard this song when i was in bmt. my sgt was showing us a clip of sispec and what they went thru. and the bgm was this song. the clip ended with the sgts throwing their head dress into the air, their passing out parade. and i fell in love with this song ever since lol
5) HEY! HEEYYY! HEEEEEYYYYY! 6MORE MONTHS TO ORRRRRDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!! teeheehee.
that should be all for the good things.. now the unhappy events.
1) the biggest hoo-haa between me and my family. the MLM(multi-lvl marketing.)
reason: well, if you are are interested to know, sms or something ba. if not, just refer to the previou few entries. this event, really made me so pissed with my brother, and even(well, almost) my family.
2) i failed to perform well my duty as CPC(cadet platoon commander) during my mission in taiwan. i lost grip of myself, my emotions, my temper here. i just feel like giving up hope on everything.. however, i was still able to pull thru it. this is 1 thing i will nv forget in my life.
3) as usual, i managed to seperate myself from some of my friends, again. each yr sure have new ppl to pull away from. lol.
4) WAR DIDNT REACH 75 BEFORE 2007 LA!!! WHA LAOZZZ!! I THOUHGHT CAN ONE LOR! but anyway, thats not what i want to say. LOL. er, i know i made alot of ppl disappointed this yr(as expected). some, i cant be bothered to deal with them.. theres one, just one im very concerned abt. 4 yrs, its been so long, so long..
i guess, thats all ba. nth much happened for me anyway. happy 2007 ppl! i go bath, then slp liao! tml morning, wake up early and bia game again! =DDD
to frens to who just fallen out of love: pls, dont give up on yourself. move on, time dont stop for you. why give up the whole forest for a tree? =]
to ppl whom i stopped contacting to all of a sudden: im sorry, but this is me. you did nth wrong, its me. ppl like me, best not to have. =] BUT, i still remember you all one de hor! =/
to my 2 greatest buddies in my 21(..no, 1 is 8yrs, the other is 4yrs, the former flying high in sky, the latter swimming deep in sea): im really glad both of you stood(not really la but.. Xb) by me thru the MLM crisis. im happy that you are actually willing to fork out that sum of money for me. and im grateful, even tho i didnt in the end. =] thanks a lot
to the new good fren i made in game this yr: zhu. =.= 07 le, ng young jor. sing less K la, ok? w. or g dou lei gei singing ho ging but.. Xb and, your guo yu is improving le wor o.o XDDD hehe, really nice knowing you. thanks for being there for me, thru MLM and many others... you shld know them yourself. =]
to you: stop rushing ya? i dont know if you still visit my blog, but doesnt matter. remember what i said, there will be a time, where you will hit your peak and stay there. same applies when you will just get sick of moving so fast. everything just flashes pass you, *blink blink* 6mths le, see what i mean? =] slow down girl.
to my bro: ... i dont know what to say. just hope you know what you are doing, thats all. my best wishes.
my sis: PLS, PLS PLS PLSSSSSSS STOPP CALLING MEEEE BABY!!!!!!!!!!! =.= omg, im 21 le lar! kaoz.
lastly and the most important person: Or, zhong yi lei. =]
my sincere apologize, if i left out anyone! >< trust me, you are not forgotten. well, at least starting from sec sch frens =D really lar! no one is forgotten ok? =]
im v tired now, go bath lo. ^^
Sorry if i made anyone of the reader screwed their eyes to read thru the whole thing, my apologize.
And, lets not give people the impression, that me myself DONT have my own "lines" hor. here it goes:
曾经有一份真诚的爱情摆在我面前, 但是我没去珍惜. 等到失去了之后才来后悔莫及. 这世间最痛苦莫过与此(?). 如果上天可以给我再来一次的话,我会跟那个女孩子说:我爱你.
如果非要把这份爱加上一个期限,我希望是...
一万年.
I had had my best love. But i didnt treasure her. When i lost her, i regret. It was the MOST painful thing in this world. If god can give me another chance, i will say "I Love you!" to her.
If there is a time limit, I hope...
it is 10 thousand years.
the following was sent by a friend of mine in FF11. i found it meaningful, hence, i want to share it here. its in 繁体, i will have a translated version at the end.
有一種愛……叫《放棄》
當你不再愛我，當愛你已成為你的負擔，當相愛已是一種痛苦，那麼，我選擇放棄。
放棄你，是因為愛你。因為愛你，所以不願看見你不快樂；因為愛你，所以不願看著你強忍內心的掙扎；
因為愛你，所以不願看見你勉強的笑容；因為愛你，所以願意放了你。
當愛已成往事，又何必苦苦追尋？強求得不來幸福，強求只能拉大你我的裂痕，只能加
劇你我的痛楚。如果你真的想走，我無言，只能任你去。 曾經以為你是風箏，我手中握著那根線，無論你飛向何方，我最終都是你的歸屬。現在終於明白，其實愛你，就不應該束縛你。
“春花秋月何時了，往事知多少？”往事如風，不如讓愛隨風而去。當一切成空，惟有
回憶伴我。時間能沖淡一切，包括我對你的愛。
不願讓你看見我的眼淚，因為你會心軟，但你不會開心。因為愛你，所以不會用淚水強
留，所以放了你。你的心已遠去，我又何苦留下你的體？ 雖然我渴望天長地久，但如果這只是一種奢求， 那我不如只求曾經擁有。曾經擁有過你的愛，這已足夠。 因為有一種愛，叫做放棄。
放棄不是無私的奉獻。放棄你，這不僅是對你的愛，更是對我自己的呵護。放棄你，我
會傷心，但我不會後悔。讓你從我的生命中消失，是因為“長痛不如短痛”。
當我容顏盡老、行將就木，我依然不會後悔。因為曾經愛過你。因為愛你，所以希望你快樂。
有人說這個世界不會有永恆的愛情。你我之間，如果連短暫的愛情也無法存在，不如放
開彼此。愛你，就該讓你去追尋你的幸福。當你快樂時，我也會快樂。 因為你的一切，我都在意。
如果你要離開我，我不會怪你，只能怪我自己，怪自己太愛你。 也許是我過分的寵溺
讓你習慣享受，也許是我過分的放任讓你沒有責任，也許是我過分的愛憐讓你壓力重重
，也許是她美麗的容顏讓你迷向。只怪你我有緣無分。
當你想要離去，請別管我，你只需告訴我，你不再愛我，你要走。我一定會讓你走，不
會乞求你留下，哪怕聽見自己心碎的聲音。當你離去，請別再回頭。回頭是一種錯誤，
回頭是對你我的不公。去了，請別再後悔。
因為愛你，就該放了你。 我知道，有一種愛叫做放棄，那是對你最深的愛。
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There is a kind of Love... called "Letting go"
When you no longer love me, when loving you has become your burden, when loving each other has become a form of pain. then i decided to let go.
Letting you go, is because i love you. The fact that i love you, i really do not wish to see you unhappy. The fact that i love you, i do not wish to see you suffering. The fact that i love you, i really do not wish to see you put on a fake smile for me. the fact that i love you, thats the reason why, i chose to let you go.
when love had become the past, why bother to pursuit after it? forcing it wont give YOU happiness. forcing, will only widen the wound between us and deepen each others pain. if you really want to go, i will not say anything BUT, to let you go. In the past, i treated you like a kite. the string that im holding on to, regardless of which direction you are heading to, i will still ultimately, belong to you. now, i finally understand, loving you, doesnt mean i have to hold on to the string.
“春花(flowers in the spring)秋月(autumn moon)何時了(when will it end)，往事知多少(how much do you know abt the past)？”our past, is like the wind. why not let our love be gone with the wind. when there's nothing left, only our memory will stay with me. Time will heal all wounds.
Not wanting you to see my tears, is because you will get soft hearted, BUT you wont be happy at all. because i love you, i wont use my tears to stop you, thats why i chose to let you go. Your heart is not longer with me, why should i force to make you stay?
even thought i hoped for everlasting love between the both of us, BUT if this is just a wish, then, i rather not have it. i once had your love, that is enough. this is because there is a type of love and that is call, letting go.
letting you go is not an selfish act. letting you go, not only is this my form of love for you, BUT also a form of protection for myself. letting you go, i WILL be heart-broken but i will not regret this decision. letting you disappear from my life, is because "i do not wish to prolong our pain".
After a long period of time, i still wont regret my decision. because the fact that i once loved you. because i love you, thats why i hoped for your happiness. once, someone stated there wont be ever-lasting love. between you and me, if a short moment of love DOESNT EVEN exist, why dont we let go of each other. because i love you, thats why i should let you seek your happiness. when you are happy, i will also be happy. this is because, i care for you
if you wish to leave me, i wont blame you. i will only blame myself, blaming myself for too deeply in love with you. maybe, it was due to my excessive Tender Loving Care, that made you got used to it. maybe, it was due to excessive protection, that made you feel that all will be taken care of. maybe, it was due my excessive love for you, that made you felt all the stress. maybe, it was his(her) beautiful face that kept you captivated. I, can only blame myself.
Because i love you, hence, i should let you go. i know, there is a type of love called 'letting you go', and thats, my DEEPEST affection for you.
这两天,我只睡了三个钟头. last night have duty, 那我就一直在想,你会不会有事. 已过了足足1个礼拜,却没你的消息.我真得快疯了.
我也没好好吃顿饭. 吃几口就不吃了. 认识我的人,都知道我是个不爱浪费食物.
我没事...
这两天，我一直在哭。我希望，佛祖会保佑你，快点好起来。我求求你
还记得这首歌吗？
.. before, i was typing in chinese, but know will ging type long. so, ng type in chinese le la.
Now, i feel like i have 2 personalities, tho its not split personalities(两种性格). i cant talk abt my work to my family and friends. i think this is subconsciously affecting my 'normal' self, making me dou ng will tell my friends/family stuffs ng(not) related to work. and sometimes, ie: at 1000hrs, i told A "...". then, at 1030, i asked A, did i tell you "..." ? I have a friend who commented this is serious Alzheimers(失忆症?)... dont know. *傻笑*
this is scary. am i keeping too many secrets to myself? now, i tend to forget whether i said/ask something, that i not even sure whether or(me) yau(have) do or not... i show a different attitude during work, home and to friends. best part, i cant anyhow post over here, or else... well, once again, its work related, i cant say... blogs at being constantly(每时每刻) monitored, especially for NSFs...
精神分裂? w and recently, my temper hasnt been good, once again. zzz. on tues, i slpt at 0300hrs and woke at 0600hrs. that whole day, my mood was totally ruined(毁了). then yesterday, slpt at 0100hrs and woke at 0600hrs. total 8hrs for 2 days of work.
lastly, 过这种生活，真的好累... and, totally not related to previous line, 被爱是幸福，爱人是痛苦.
ok. that does it. you done it again. you just caused the the bottle to show cracks again. good job!
can you even pause the players? can you fcuking pause an online game? at least i told you when i can let you use the com. and there you go again, barking at me, telling me off. you call this an addiction. fcuk. if its addiction, i wont even fcuking go for your dumb bday dinner. i would have chao keng after i commissioned from OCS. i would have keng all the shit i can to play this game. this is then call addiction, you piece of shit. this is so bullshit la. do i plan to continue playing this game after i ORD? yes, i intend to. i paid for this game, this com. you? what fcuk shit did you fcuking do?
when ma borrows money from you all, you all kaobeikaobu. yes, i admit. i also hate it when she does that. but i dont mind. i dont spend much, other then paying for the net, FF11 and my makan. so, last night. both of you claimed these comlaining are called mai(2) yuan(4). fcuk you. if this doesnt bother/irritate you, you wont even fcuking complain. you all commented that, you all just hate yourselves, for not having enough money. ok, fine, if thats what you want to say.
you dont even fcuking PAY for my expenses la. ccb. who the fcuk are you? so what the fcuk shit you are my brother? so what if you have lots of experience more than me? i dont fcuking care. fcuk, you just caused the bottle to explode.
GOOD JOB WELL DONE. PWNED.
FTW
why is my blog always full of saddness and bitterness? this is so sad. who can help me? who can save me from all these fcuk shit? ... .. . what did i do to deserve all these? my previous life? ... .. ..
wow, long time nv blog. lol. nth to blog actually. pure gaming these few days, or rather, for the past near 7 days. haha, i took off on wed, then leave from thurs to tues. shiok. haha. actually, im very 'confused' now. i no longer can identify between real 'signals' and normal 'signals'.. *sigh* pardon me, but i tend to think a lot. lol. anyway, if things should really happen... pls.. drop a fat 'signal' for some idiot to catch it... LOL.
best part now is... im falling(recovering?) sick soon.. sigh. maybe not used to this long break ba..
The Right Kind Of Love
Jeremy Jordan
It's the right kind of love
It's the right kind of night
You're the right kind of girl
Hey, oh yeah
It's the right kind of love
Kind of love
Daydreaming about you baby
And it must be love
Girl you make my heart go crazy
High as the heavens above
I hope you're thinking about me girl
Because all of my thoughts are with you
My love
There's no reason to doubt me
Believe me it's true
Girl I know I can give you
The right kind of love
It's the right kind of night
You're the right kind of girl
And we're right on time
Oh now baby
You know we can't go wrong
Why you trying to hold back baby
Tell me what you feel
If you're having mixed emotions
I'll show you that I'm for real
What can I do to make you see
There's nobody but you
And girl
It's not magic or fantasy
It's simple and true
I know I can give you
The right kind of love
It's the right kind of night
You're the right kind of girl
I'm the right kind of guy
It's the right kind of love
On the right kind of night
There's the right kind of stars
In the right kind of sky
Oh now baby
You know we can't go wrong
Girl-
I got a heart that's true
I got the right kind of love
I'm gonna give it to you
And you got me romantic
Can't you see
I'm the right kind of guy for you
And you're the right kind of girl for me
I got a heart that's true
And a soul that's deep
I'll be the right kind of lover
Baby can't you see
I'm gonna treat you
The right kind of way
You know it
So come on girl stay
I got a love
It's the right kind of love
It's the right kind of night
You're the right kind of girl
And we're right on time
It's the right kind of love
On the right kind of night
There's the right kind of stars
In the right kind of sky
Oohh baby
I could do with a girl like you
I could do with a girl like you
I could do with a girl like you
See what I can do with a girl like you
It's you and me together
It's the right kind of love...
wha, this song... retro sia. haha, Beverly Hills 90210 Soundtrack wor. lol. but, it best express my feelings now. =]
last night went for my dept's D&D. nv really liked to attend such events... bah. lol but, nevertheless, was not bad, quite fun. didnt win the 32' plasma tv.. kns!!!!! anyway, enjoy the pics.
Kenneth And ChongWan at Orchard MRT... -.-
Outside Hilton Hotel!
Me and Chong wan
Tiger Beeeeer! had 3 glasses of it last night A.Av
...he squeezed himself into the ballon... when he further pulled it down to his waist, *boom* >_<
Juggling with fire XD
Come on!!!! Eat the fire!!
Disclaimer: Anyone/anything you see inside is of ficitional and are purely coincidence.
我爱你。。。爱到我快看不见我自己。。
Christina Aguilera
Hurt
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
...
cb, what do you mean by 'dun be idiot la...'
ccb. im trying to help you all in the fxxking game. just because you died a few times earlier in the day, doesnt mean you have the fxxking right to say me. yes, i know you are damn pissed, but still.
thanks for saying me idiot. i know you dont mean it. but, sigh, im human too.
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last min add in, at least you still have heart, apologize.. kns you. -.-
Mario - Let me love you
Mmmm ..... Mmmmm.... Yeah....Mmmmm....Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Mmmm...Yeah....Mmmm..... Yeah, Yeah
Verse 1:
Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are ,you stick around and I just don't know why
If I was ya man baby you
Never worry bout what I do
I'd be coming home back to you
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman deserves good thangs
Fist full of diamonds hand full of rings
Baby you're a star I just want to show you,you are
chorus:
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
Verse 2:
Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know
If I was ya man baby you
Never worry bout what I do
I'd be coming home back to you
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman deserves good thangs
Fist full of diamonds hand full of rings
Baby you're a star I just want to show you, you are
chorus:
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....
Bridge:
You deserve better girl you know you deserve better
We should be together girl baby
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?
chorus:
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
repeat til it ends (about 3 times)
Mario (talking:)
Let me love you that's all you need baby
will you let me love you?
this song.. lol, nice =] sorry for the long mtv. Xb
last night, went to indoor stadium to catch this Hype Up record 'concert' performance was by the sg idols, ppl like hadi, jon, taufik, sly, olinda etc etc. they were like 100m away from me only la! haha.
not that i like them, but rather, i like the music they sang. but im rather impressed by onlinda. she got a wonderful voice. and i really got to enjoy the music last night. the last time i inflicted pain to my ear drums was when i was in poly. lol. music from the speakers was still ok.. but the... people ard me was like... haha, crazyyy la. zzz buay tahan.
however, i wont get to enjoy this wonderful experience, without the person who invited me over, thanks pan. XD
then went to 武bar in circular road. was previously in md sultan de, but 'downgraded' liao. was pan's god sis bday last night. happy birthday ah, da jie~ XD enjoyed myself last night. thanks again pan =]
Pandora
The titan Epimetheus ("hindsight") was responsible for giving a positive trait to each and every animal. However, when it was time to give man a positive trait, there was nothing left. Prometheus ("foresight"), his brother, felt that because man was superior to all other animals, man should have a gift no other animal possessed. So Prometheus set forth to steal fire from Zeus and handed it over to man.
Zeus was enraged and decided to punish Prometheus and his creation: mankind. To punish Prometheus, Zeus chained him in unbreakable fetters and set an eagle over him to eat his liver each day, as the eagle is Zeus's sacred animal. Prometheus was an immortal, so the liver grew back every day, but he was still tormented daily from the pain, until he was freed by Heracles during The Twelve Labours. Another possible reason for Prometheus' torment was because he knew which of Zeus' wives would bear a child who would eventually overthrow Zeus. Zeus commanded that Prometheus reveal the name of the mother, but Prometheus refused, instead choosing to suffer the punishment.
To punish mankind, Zeus ordered the other gods to make Pandora as a poisoned gift for man. Pandora was given several traits from the different gods: Hephaestus molded her out of clay and gave her form; Athena clothed her and the Charites adorned her with necklaces made by Hephaestus; Aphrodite gave her beauty; Apollo gave her musical talent and a gift for healing; Demeter taught her to tend a garden; Poseidon gave her a pearl necklace and the ability to never drown; Zeus made her idle, mischievous, and foolish; Hera gave her curiosity; Hermes gave her cunning, boldness and charm. Thus the name Pandora—"all gifts"—in Hesiod's version derives from the fact that she received gifts from all deities.
Pandora by John William Waterhouse, 1896The most significant of these gifts, however, was a pithos or storage jar,[1] given to Pandora either by Hermes or Zeus. Before he was chained to the rock, Prometheus had warned Epimetheus not to take any gifts from the gods. Epimetheus did not listen to his brother, however, and when Pandora arrived, he fell in love with her. Hermes told him that Pandora was a gift to the titan from Zeus, and he warned Epimetheus not to open the jar, which was Pandora's dowry.
Until then, mankind had lived a life in a paradise without worry. Epimetheus told Pandora never to open the jar she had received from Zeus. However, Pandora's curiosity got the better of her and she opened it, releasing all the misfortunes of mankind (plague, sorrow, poverty, crime, despair, greed, vice, old age, sickness, insanity, spite, passion, famine, deceit, etc.). Once opened, she shut it in time to keep one thing in the jar: hope 1. The world remained extremely bleak for an unspecified interval, until Pandora "chanced" to revisit the box again, at which point Hope fluttered out. Thus, mankind always has hope in times of evil.
In another, more philosophical version of the myth, hope (Elpis) is considered the worst of the potential evils, because it is equated with terrifying foreknowledge. By preventing hope from escaping the jar, Pandora in a sense saves the world from the worst damage.
went to watch Dead or Alive last night.
... lol. ok la, not very nice, neither is it bad. maybe 5/10 ba? lol
want to watch 死亡笔记~ all watched liao. sianz.
heh heh, looking forward to this coming week, took off on thurs and fri =X today is 22... i think that this month passed by rather fast... suddenly so many things happened... MLM is on the top list ba? lol. sigh.
*i think communication is the most impt now... =] *
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Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student lying down under a big tree near a big grass area.
Then, suddenly, the student asked the teacher,
Student : Teacher, I'm confused, how can we find our soul-mate? Can you please help me?
Teacher : (Silent for few second, than he answer) Well, it's a pretty hard and easy question.
Student : (Thinking hard) Huh???
Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don't you walk there but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one.
Student : Well, ok then... wait for me... (walked straight ahead to the grass field).
A few minutes later...
Student : I'm back.
Teacher : Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on your hand.
Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass, but I thought that I would find a better one, so I didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize that I'm at the end of the field, and I hadn't picked up any. Cause you told me not to go back, so I didn't go back.
Teacher : That's what happened in real life.
What is the message of this story?
* Grass - is people around you
* Beautiful Grass - is people that attract you
* Grass Field - is time
* In looking for your soulmate, please don't always compare and hope that there will be a better one. By doing that, you'll waste your lifetime, cause remember "Time Never Goes Back".
It applies the same in finding your ideal life partner, your suitable career or business, therefore the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that you have now, don't waste time!
~There Can Be Only One~
alright, will make a quick post before i go back to gaming.
recently, i started on this new game call Company of Heros. basically, its abt WW2. its really got me hooked on... T.T i even stopped playing FF11! but only appear in ff for events Xb
this game is abt history la basically. so fun! lol. faster chiong finish, then can resume FF and gym... yup, im a history freak! Xb love sg history(tho boring but nevertheless, its our home!) and ww2 history... haha. boring nerd.
then, my colleague commented on my haircut. 'wha, calvin, your hairstyle... like... very... *me: o.O?* macho.... *me: ... =_=*'
me: ..oh.. haha..
sia la.. macho sia =_= lame ass. hahaha.
Women need to receive
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1. Caring
2. Understanding
3. Respect
4. Admiration
5. Validation
6. Reassurance
Men need to receive
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1. Trust
2. Acceptance
3. Appreciation
4. Admiration
5. Approval
6. Encouragement
Above are the primary love needs of women and men from the book, men are from mars, women are from venus. lol
TANK & Selina - 獨唱情歌
lol
at gym:
CPL LH(aka ken aka cyrus) using his HP: hello, is this xyz?
xyz: yes?
LH: i want to check if i have duty tml.
xyz: your name?
LH: CPL (insert name here)
xtz: dont have leh. cant find your name.
LH: eh? cant be what, CPL(insert full name)..
me(beside him): o.o
bcos i dont know what xyz said, this is what LH said:
LH: huh? i now 3sgt liao ah???
me: .... o.O *stun*
*moment of silence*
LH: ok nvm, dont care abt 3sgt, so i have duty on mon ma?
me: ....... =_=
lame right, my fren zzz haha. kns, but anyway, congrats bro. =D
巴甫洛夫做了一個相當著名的實驗，他利用狗看到食物或吃東西之前會流口水的現象，在每次餵食前都先發出一些信號，連續了幾次之後，他試了一次搖鈴但不餵食，發現狗雖然沒有東西可以吃，卻照樣流口水。他從這一點推知，狗經過了連續幾次的經驗後，將「鈴聲響」視作「進食」的信號，因此引發了「進食」會產生的流口水現象。這種現象稱為「條件反射」（conditional reflexes），這證明的動物的行為是因為受到環境的刺激，將刺激的訊號傳到神經和大腦，神經和大腦作出反應而來的。
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Someone(A) did a experiment, he imagined the scene whereby a dog was drooling before food was presented to the dog. so everytime, before A feed the dog, he will signal for the dog to come to him. A did this for a few times. then, he decided to give signal but w/o giving food to the dog. the dog, on the other hand, even though, realizing there is nothing to eat, he still drool.
from this, A concluded, after a few times of 'signalling for the dog to come when there is food', the dog developed the linkage between 'signalling' and 'food time'. therefore, the dog will still drool, despite the fact, there is no food for the dog when A is 'signalled' for food.
this is call, conditional reflexes. the example proved that, the dog was under the influence of it's environment, and this influence sent signal waves to the nerves and brain. therefore, the nerves and brain did this action.
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... weird to post this right? lol. actually, it is something like this:
you watch a certain sad movie for example. then during the duration of the movie, you feel that... certain part of the movie, actors/actress are sort of related to your life. thus, you tend to be ... emotional afterwards. cos, you are already relating yourself with that certain part of the movie le.
this is what i guess, is called, condition reflexes/條件反射
Just got back from TM. went to watch World Trade Center.. nice show. recommended. =]
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看来，这瓶子快装满了
它也开始出现裂痕
原来，这瓶子有限度的
究竟，有没有人能阻止这瓶子爆裂？
它很累，也没想到，会有崩溃的一天
nicnic...:- パンドラ。。。あなたの名前..
助けて。。nicnic...(´Д｀;)ヾ
...
The whole world vs (me and MLM)
sighz. why is this so. sad.
if i fail, i will take this as a learning experience.
what if i succeed? then good lo, correct? thats the general response ma. "if all succeed, good for your lor. we shldnt have stop you from the start." zzz
"if you fail, take losing 1.5k as a lesson." fine. i will source out my own 1.5k. if i make big bucks in the next few months, you all dont come bother me. i wont give a damn. okay, if i fail, i will LLST(lanlansuckthumb) lor, 1.5k. 1 and a half months of pay. at most, dont eat lor. just like the period i stopped eating for near 1 week ever since that thing happened.
i seeked alot of my friends' advice and opinions, all gave negative responses. fine. expected tho. if my parents are actually willing to let me 'lose' my 1.5k to learn a valuable lesson, means they expect me to fail in the end, isnt it? so, i will take it that they allow me to venture and yet disagree with MLM's method of working. =_=
now, the 2nd problem just kicked in. my friend is willing to lend me 1.5k(thanks so much =/) but, his ma super-duper disapprove MLM. she rather me spend 1.5k on studies or gaming even. zzz. haha, weird right? if my friend fails to persuade her ma by today or tml, it will be 2k starting from next week, as the company proclaims that this 'promotion' of 1.5k for the products(排毒美颜宝 is one of them) ends this week.
so, if i still cant get 1.5k by tml, well, it simply means, fate ba. 5years down the road, if my friends strike it big, i will not blame anyone. i will blame myself, for not being as persistant as last time. not going for something i want to do/achieve.
lets all pray for me that i get 1.5k ba, which is highly impossible. =]
good day all.
o.O i dont know where these 2 cuts/scratches come from... weird..
taken before i meet my close buddy from OCS for a drink in coffee bean in bugis~
... stun... the sotong damn big la! from sakura in Tamp SAFRA
cute hor? this baby eyed the sotong for a long time liao... Xb~~~
还记得吗
窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你还记得吗
是爱让彼此把夜点亮
为何后来我们用沉默取代依赖
曾经朗朗星空
渐渐阴霾
心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦
心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦
我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀?
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦
this house is under construction near jalan kayu~~ hope i have the chance to see it build up.
this was taken outside my camp. took this bcos the sky was light blue, then the clouds formed like a 'shield, wavey wavey type Xb
this, was taken in my camp...(shh..)thus the fingers.. had to camo from colleagues.
my dreamhouse~ the type i wanna stay in, or something similiar to it. shiok Xb
this is the side view~
then next to the empty hse, is this 'bunglow' whereby the 2nd floor is like chalet lor, shiok man... can chill out here...
this! is my fellow NSF hse... rich right.. tmd..
the one in front is the owner(or rather, owner's son Xb) and the one at the back is my upperstudy!
then his maid cooked these.. omg... yummy~~
fave vege!
fave too! haha
quote: If you wanna steal... Steal the moment that takes your breath away. If you wanna cheat... cheat death. If you wanna lie, only lie to someone that you love the most(white lie)
1. 关于我之前所post的，abt没人sms我, abt我多麼希望有人隔夜会sms我？其实，我这么说是因为当我在ocs时，每次都会有人（不管是谁）会sms我。所以别误会...
2. 我对你好，不是因为我同情你，而是因为你值得我的关怀。所以，别把我的弱点当成是一种利用
这也不是针对任何人，只是想让你们知道＝）
以上是我的想法，别特意去想那么多
对不起nicnicｗ
以下的post, 是从nicnic的blog拿的..
你心中有這樣的一個人嗎？你們可能相愛過，你們也可能喜歡著彼此，
但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？
也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。
也許為了顧及家人的意見 ，你們沒有在一起。
也許為了出國深造，他沒有要你等他。
也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。
也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。
也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。
也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。
不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。
但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心。
即使不能跟他名正言順的牽著手逛街，你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友。
他有喜歡的人，你口頭上會幫他追，心裡卻不是很清楚，你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。
男女朋友吃醋了，你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友，但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定。
每個人這輩子，心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友，?
一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。
你寧願這樣關心他，總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。
你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。
特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。
做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？
你(妳)心中的這個特別的朋友...? 是誰呢？
很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了，常常覺得惋惜，
可惜一些本來很好的友情，最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，如果你沒有反應，
這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去，這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。
因為這就像是一場賭注，表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，要不就連朋友都當不成了。
有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，你們還可以是朋友，但卻已經不如從前的好。
也是可惜，也是遺憾！但還有沒有可能是另一種情況，你可能永遠都不甘心只是朋友！
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对．．．老实说，我很不甘愿我们不是一对..我又有选择吗？没．．但是，希望你看了这后，亲自告诉我，这是不是你要的结局...希望你会争取你所要的幸福..
张信哲 - 从开始到现在
女声独白：你真的忘得了你的初恋情人吗？
假如有一天你遇到了跟她(他)长得一模一样的人,
他(她)真的就是他(她)吗？还有可能吗？
这是命运的宽容,还是另一次不怀好意的玩笑？
歌词：如果这是最后的结局
为何我还忘不了你
时间改变了我们告别了单纯
如果重缝也无法继续
失去才算是永恒
惩罚我的认真是我太过天真
*难道我就这样过我的一生
我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人
为你等从一开始盼到现在也同样落得不可能
**难道爱情可以转交给别人
但命运注定留不住我爱的人
我不能我怎么会愿意承认你是我不该爱的人
如果再见是为了再分
失去才算是永恒
一次新的记忆为何还要再生
难道我就这样过我的一生
我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人
为你等从一开始盼到现在也同样落得不可能
难道爱情可以转交给别人
但命运注定留不住我爱的人
我不能我怎么会愿意承认你是我不该爱的人
拿什么作证
从未想过爱一个人
需要那么残忍才证明爱得深
Repeat *, then **
P.S. hope all can see chinese, cos i plan to type most of my posts in chinese in the future. lol.
time to hit the gym! long time nv go le. take care all! good day~
希望trance,techno,ＦＦ１１和睡觉,能麻痺我自己。。。
晚安大家
sorry nicnic, take from you again =X lol
愛一個人其實可以很簡單，
不分性別、不分年齡，
因為愛，就是僅僅的愛。
愛真的可以很單純，
想愛就去愛，想見就去見，
為何要迫自己不去愛不去想。
因害怕受傷害，竭力去保護自己，
愛得聰明，愛得錫身，
這，還叫愛嗎?
taken from nicnic's blog. but not sure who is the author. sorry for posting so many post for just sat.. i dont have anywhere to spill my thought out to liao.. 如果我说我没事，是假的吧。。。but, we will all have to move on. i will show it to you. whether you have feelings for me or not.
《欢乐今宵》 by 古巨基
从梦里伊甸 来到我枕边
梦与真之间 就只差一寸
要是留着你 真实地纠缠
怕没权利以后留恋
情愫与相思 如最爱的书
未了那一章 没翻开的勇气
故事何样美 终极是分离
不敢好奇 沾污结尾
犹如无人敢碰 秘密现在被揭晓
明日想起 我们其实承受不了
欢乐今宵 虚无飘渺
再没余地继续缠绕
谈情一世 发现愿望极渺小
留下一点 距离回味犹自心跳
欢乐今宵 虚无飘渺
那样动摇 不如罢了
欢乐今宵 虚无飘渺
那样动摇 不如罢了
形容...很多人，大約知道了結果，所以.. 不敢去嘗試......打開最後一頁...來看
谢谢你，nicnic.
he told me this and the phrase above, 既然你已經有這份勇氣打開了，那只有繼續下去
its a canto song, cant find the chinese de. lol. need to put his name, or else he gonna charge copyright fees =_=
SINGAPORE: The recent IMF/World Bank meetings held in Singapore has left a lasting impression on many delegates.
Most were impressed with the facilities provided.
For example, the welcome reception took their breath away.
The meetings held under-one-roof also scored high marks amongst the delegates.
"I had to really shake so many hands because they were literally telling us that this is by far the best annual meetings they have attended and the most memorable because of all the opportunities and all the events we have created," said Goh Chye Boon, Co-Chairman, Singapore 2006.
"The successful organisation of S2006 is a testimony to Singapore and to the world that Singapore is the place to organise events of any size of any scale, we're up to it to receive any events of any nature," said Lee Kai Yin, Programming Director, Singapore Experience Division.
Many delegates also appreciated the tight security provided by organisers.
"They understand that its necessary in this day and age unfortunately. They realise that meetings of this nature with as many high level participants, it is necessary. Of course, it's slightly inconvenient but they realise that it's for their own protection," said Patricia Davis, Manager, IMF/World Bank Joint Secretariat.
According to the secretariat, of all the host countries, Singapore provided the largest number of local staff for the meetings - 12000 badges were issued in all.
The next largest number was 9000 provided by Hong Kong when it hosted the meetings a few years ago.
Turkey will play host in 3 years time when the meetings are next held outside Washington. - CNA
There are many different types of people from different walks of life. Either they left a footprint in your heart or dont. You did.
I will always remember and wont just stop here. i will be waiting for you. If you feel down are anything, let me know. Im always here for you.. Dont keep to yourself ya? Promise me..
Just back from Cafe Cartel! LOL. i first time go there.. yes yes, laugh ba lol =X
well, food's not bad. very full... ate this fish and prawn set.. then my fren ordered soft-shell crab set. we shared half half =X but, in the end, didnt really finish my share.. felt so guilty to waste food =/
Earlier today, i was having fun shooting pistol... tmd.. left hand middle fingertip and right hand thumb knuckle skin tear.. then left palm have 1 small blister o.O didnt know where that came from tho.
sigh. but was fun shooting! haha
My HK friend sms-ed me this message this morning. I found it.. inspiring.. or whatever you call it. lol
有时适当的争取会有意想不到的收获
meaning:
sometimes, fighting for something at the the right time will have unexpected results.
i dont know if its true but, i found it..., i dont know, just liffted my fighting spirits. lol
siao eh? NSF ma. ki dang one lol.
1 day passed...
torment. lun lun..................
now, i always have this tendency: my body will tend to wake up at 5+ to see if i received any sms... to my disappointment, i got none.. really sad..
oh ya, another thing. was at Eunos link waitng for bus to go back home. then i board service22, wha, damn packed like can of sardine. nvm, i just squeeze.then as usual, typical sgaporeans die die squeeze their way behind me. so, there was this uncle, his bag got caught outside the door, with himself inside. *roll eyes* then this indian got stuck or something, his feet or whatever la. *rolls even more*
then when i alight from the front door, i said loud enuff...
"IDIOTTTT"
wha, damn shiok. =]
Monday blues! lol
im finally back to my office, after 1 month of course in HQ. quite miss my old office. Xb then during tea break this morning, the chinese store was gone! omg.. let me explain..
last time, the chinese store, the muslim store and another store which is at the corner one. but the corner store was always closed.. due to lack of business. then when i came to this place, came this Western store. so, my fellow NSFs predicted that this store most likely to fall soon.
then we come to know.. western store owner... is the son of the drinks store uncle......... right..
so, ya. thats the story. haha. i will miss their laksa.. T.T *sobs*
yay! new skin! nice ma? haha. simple and easy. but the coding had to change alot la, kns. sianz. but all should be ok le ba.
when to gym this morning, only trained for 1 hr nia. zzz. my body is not reacting the right way, thus i ended early.
went to bedok reservoir just now..
stayed in the rain.. didnt feel like moving my fat ass. Xb
from 4+ till 8+..
stoning on the bench.. haha. dont know will fall sick not.. bahz.
at 7+ le.. thought can see sunset or evening take a pic with the sun even.. but was raining... sky no eye... haiz.
this one looks like sky full of stars ma? dont really look like it.. im seeking for the ideal place... i once saw it when i was in ocs.. too bad was outfield and i dont have cam with me. bah
this one was like 8+? lol.
yay! got the pics edited le~ wee. haha. 厉害吧
my sis's in thailand.. i think =_= forgot liaoz. anyway, she will be away till this coming fri. 2 more days from now.
well, while she was gone, im free from her nagging/yakking/etc. but. not that i miss her but now, so quiet. haha. seriously, i dont really miss her. i just feel.. normal lo. no noise, no nth. haha. =X sorry sis hurhur
heh. been 11 days since.. just wanna pour abit of my feelings ba.
dont know if you actually ever see my blog. *dont know*
i find dates impt? thats why i cherish every moment so much.. it doesnt matter to me if any of my friends remember my bday, any special dates.. doesnt matter to me la.. really. most impt is, i remember can le. i really dont care if anyone actually gave me prezzies or not la. i dont fucking care. and if anyone of you wants to give me present, i will be so angry with you. seriously, i got angry with friends who gave me presents for the past few yrs? so, they scared le, dont dare give liao. hahahahaha! pro eh? =]
so, remember, dont give... ya, right, as if you all will care. but no, really, dont bother giving, i will really be very pissed... thanks in advance. if you insists on buying things.. then maybe.. mazada3, black or blue. thanks =)
but..
i find it most sad abt me is that..
should something happen to me.. none of you will know.. sad isnt it? guess im not impt to anyone ba.. maybe to my family lo. cos, first, i wont be there to tell you, "hey! im in hosp" and whatever shit. 2nd, you all dont know my family... how are you actually gonna find out should anything happen to me? i really dont know...
this morning, such incident almost happened, but lucky i was strong enuff.. lol! so.. all's fine i guess. this matter is too small to bother me, but im kinda puzzled by it tho.. hmmm
im selfish... very selfish. i dont want ppl to know abt me.. i dont want to be harm anymore.
yup... not even you will know.. lol. sorry.
come on guys, hate me. =]
and i didnt even add my bday on my blog. hahahahaa! i gonna see man. how you guys gonna know. i care too much abt the ppl ard me that i stopped caring for myself..
just love you guys too much...
esp
you.
hurhur..
today work was fun but tiring la... zzz
=_= wake up @ 06xx... cant slp le... why why?! haha
cos my bro came over to stay overnight ma.. then he slpt on my bed.. nvm..
he took my bed and pillow! ...
then i slp on floor with lousy pillow.. =_=
sianz
just got back from gym.
will be training on abs, chest, wing... and arms too ba...
last time went to gym was in TP.. lol
when i was much more free hurhur
and... 1 more thing..
i really want to watch horror movie!!!
sighz.
oh well...
3rd week passed since the start of my course... 1more week to go?
dont know.. i lost myself since this course started lol.. so boring de, this course.
oh well..
but!
but but but!!
I JUST GOT N70! HAHAHAHA =X so happy so happy! hehe... first cam HP... altho i used to own some but, those really not under my name.. finally got 1 under my name.. hurhur..
well.. life goes on, doesnt it? whatever happens, brace yourself, pick up and move on.. everyone still cares for you..
take care, ya? =]
i learnt this during class today,
we easily believe what we earnestly hope for.
true?
and i come to realize, ppl's blog also so long.. mine to short -_-
Im tired! physically is confirm.. mentally?
dont know leh..
i just dont trust myself so much.. why? many times, i asked myself this.. eventually, i still didnt get the answer i want.. im really tired leading this kind of lifestyle. i thought i dont have to lead this kind of life anymore... am i in for another moment i have to lead again...
Hope not.. i dont want to endure so much anymore.. please.. help me out..
save me from this pain...
im...
a delicate man.. a weak one..
time check: 0024
ytd, i wake up 0600.
and didnt slp till current timing.
thats.. 42hrs of no slp...
shag...
o.O today is tuesday...
sianz....
so tired too!! haha. nth major coming up, other than someone's bday... hurhur
1 week of my course passed...
so tiring man...
test on mon!!!
zzz
Hmmm.
*Sigh* COURSE SUCKS! for 1 month leh.. sianz.. but its good, i dont have to see that fat, round old man in my office.....
although today's only 2nd day... im already sianz le. but nvm, my lunch will nv be the same again =X
Pool or DOTa!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAAH
shiok right? you all must be thinking, "im here for course or enjoy?"
well, both =X
promiscuous girl, wherver you are, i'm all alone, and it's you that i want~~~
*dances*
i wonder if you know~~ how they live in tokyo, if you see me then you mean it, then you know you have to go~~~ fast and furious( drift drift drift), FAST AND FURIOUS~~~(drift drift drift)~~~ LOLOL
*dances more*
..
Just waiting... for you to be online once again.. lol
today is a thursday... hmmm.. i would say.. not bad for me.. work was well.. just that my dumb boss .... argh. shld not mention. tmd....
> In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster
> * But in front of the person you love, you get happy.
>
> In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.
> * But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.
>
> If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush.
> * But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile.
>
> In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind.
> * But in front of the person you love, you can.
>
> In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy.
> * But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self.
>
> You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like.
> * But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you love.
>
> When the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.
> * When the one you love is crying, you cry with them.
>
> The feeling of liking starts from the ear.
> * But the feeling of love starts from the eye.
>
> So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is
to cover your ears.
> * But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and
remains in your heart forever ...
time check, 6:50, i actually logged out of game o.o wow. XD dont know leh, sian of it le.. for today. =X been thinking of you.. bah. tml start of a new week! zzz
omg, the fireworks was just too fantastic lor. speechless. lol. hmmm. had a thought abt fireworks.
though beautiful, fireworks dont last long.. but you will remember its beauty. hmm. nvm, i dont know what im typin lol.
wha.. damn tired... now playing game... slpt in between ah................. ~_~ so tired....
I hate this kind of feeling. I hear 1 thing from the person itself, then i hear another story from another person. Im really very scared... 真的很害怕．．
How i wish i can escape from all these...
watched tokyo drift last night!!! omg... JP hot babes... anyway, when i saw this main guy sort of 'lost' the racing match in USA, i see his drifts, i know something like this will happen. storyline okok ba... is the cars and babes lor. woot.
... My boss commented that i looked 'blur'. i do meh-_-?! wha laoz, i wanted to say him back, look blur only zzz
=/ you promised to watch it together but... heh, well doesnt matter.. you like it ok lo.
doubt i will watch it le then
ah! seems my wartz is healing wor o.oa anyway, nth drastic(sp) happened.. only thing was i cant enjoy typing JP in ff11... cos square enix had a major update.. so, now the program that allows me to alt tab out of game is currently unavailable... using JP version program but this cant let me type JP... oh well, wait for NA version to come out ba.
come on, you guys can write this program, jia you! LOL.
=/ sianz, kenna screwed by boss big time... haiz.
oh well, who caress...
argh.... i want wireless kb and mouse... i so miss my old one... looks like i have to buy new wireless kb and mse, aluminium casing, few powerful fans to replace these kb ones i have..
so tired this week.. lol bleahz
this week is my badminton compy week. lol tiring sia, also aching all over!!! lol. zzz too long nv play lez. my dept are going for the finals! woot, think is mon ba, or something. shagged out. everyday go HQ for induction too.. sianz. go there till sick of it.
did something out of the blue last week... didnt expect myself to do it.. well, 'it' needs no reason ... lol. been a long time since i experience this.. hope you didnt get a shock but, tho you claimed you did. lol, sorry ah ><
tho i didnt call you for near3-4 days... it really felt like weeks... wha, damn sad. lol.. ee yer, so er xin. pui.
well, tml no badminton! woot! muahaha
...
you are driving me crazy..
Anyway, happy SAF day! lol.
when to MINDEF HQ for some events then chao back to office to rot again.......
hope HQ faster clear me.. then at least i can do some work.. bleah.
well.. life's still... *sigh* ok ba? pretty sad but still managable. wondering how is she doing...
..
That time of the year is back. My wonderful mood swing. hoho. sorry if i sound wierd. haiz
*chA!* lol. take care.
been in my dept for 2 weeks. finished Dan brown's angels and demons and ... forgot the book name le.
New layout. lol
Eh, i decided to leave out the post your comments section after every post. cos...
i forgot how to edit that part liao. lol!
NEW I PRESENT TO YOU THE NEWLY COMMISSIONED OFFICERS !!!!
HAHAHAHAAH, finally, 9mths of training was over. This is just the start of my army life. Will be sad to be seperated from Sierra(P1) and Golf wing cadets!
Life had been fun, enjoyable and sad for me... but all's over now. Im heading to new area with new ppl. Hope i will improve from there on. Kudos!
Long time no post le. lol. lazy? no time? *shrugs*
3 more weeks to commissioning..
shit, really dont know what to blog..
Back from taiwan! =] hmmm.. had fun during the R&R, not bad ya?
Went kao xiong, tapiei, xi men ding, ken ting~
Mis-fired during taiwan mission... might be confined for the next 3 weeks or something =/
haiz.
tml your bday le. happy birthday to you! may your wishes come true, may luck, health and love be with you =D
Ok ppl, take care all! gonna slp now. then wake up to go airport!
=/ i think, what my sir told me was correct. One need to ask questions, so that the other party can/will know your lvl of thinking. If there is no communication, i doubt there will be understanding between both of them ba?
both of us seldom communicate/talk... So what if you have men under you now? you think only you know command & control? only you know things i dont? sad to say, i do.
haiz.
Just got home from bugis. Can say taking a break from FF11 ba. Long time no go out le.
Hmm, maybe start from army ba. Going taiwan this time... hehehe... 3 weeks-.- Brunei was 2. sian bo. but heard they say, walking there WONT sweat... =/ shld see this for myself.
heading off Sat 250306 0600 flight time, 0430 need be there. anyone wants to come send me? =D T2 row 1.
3 weeks.. what shld i rely on this time? hardly survive the mental torture when i see ppl bring photos of their gfs, and my other buddy who brought his passed away god-sister pic =/ me? brought nth la, i zai ma =D
As for someone who has rashes, please drink lots of water to dilute the effects of the medicine in your body, drink less alchol.
i will confirm be back before 170406. Wont say time and date here. =] but ETA is... 0130.
See you guys! Take care ppl! will upload pics from taiwan. my fren uploaded pics to www.shutterfly.com but i think.. a bit hard to use-.- knn.
when back from taiwan, then i upload both brunei and taiwan ba.
"Stickwitu"
I don't wanna go another day,
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
Seems like everybody's breaking up
Throwing their love away,
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)
[Chorus:]
Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you.
I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
See the way we ride in our private lives,
Ain't nobody getting in between.
I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me)
And I say
[Chorus]
And now
Ain't nothing else I can need (nothing else I can need)
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me.
I got you,
We'll be making love endlessly.
I'm with you (baby, I'm with you)
Baby, you're with me (Baby, you're with me)
So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts.
So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say
[Chorus x2]
"Beep"
(feat. Will.I.Am)
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha
Ha, ha-ha, ha
Ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha
Ha, ha-ha, ha
[Will.I.Am]
It's funny how a man only thinks about the...
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking at your...
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your...
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your...
[PCD]
I don't give a...
Keep looking at my...
'Cause it don't mean a thing if you're looking at my...
I'm a do my thing while you're playing with your...
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha
Every boy's the same
Since I been in the seventh grade
They been trying to get with me
Trying to (Ha, ha-ha, ha, ha-ha)
They always got a plan
To be my one and only man
Want to hold me with their hands
Want to (Ha, ha-ha, ha, ha-ha)
I keep turning them down
But, they always come around
Asking me to go around
That's not the way it's going down
'Cause they only want
Only want my ha, ha-ha
Ha, ha-ha
Only want what they want
But, na, ah-ah
Na, ah-ah
[Will.I.Am]
It's funny how a man only thinks about the...
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking at your...
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your...
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your...
[PCD]
I don't give a...
Keep looking at my...
'Cause it don't mean a thing if you're looking at my...
I'm a do my thing while you're playing with your...
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha
Do you know that no
Don't mean yes, it means no
So just hold up, wait a minute
Let me put my two cents in it
One, just be patient
Don't be rushing
Like you're anxious
And two, you're just too aggressive
So try to get your (Ahh)
Do you know that I know?
And I don't want to go there
Only want
Only want my ha, ha-ha
Ha, ha-ha
Only want what they want
But, na, ah-ah
Na, ah-ah
[Will.I.Am]
It's funny how a man only thinks about the...
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking at your...
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your...
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your...
[PCD]
I don't give a...
Keep looking at my...
'Cause it don't mean a thing if you're looking at my...
I'm a do my thing while you're playing with your...
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha
[Will.I.Am]
Boomp-boomp, Omp-omp
Boomp, boomp-boomp
Boomp-boomp, Omp-omp
Boomp, boomp-boomp
[Repeated]
[PCD]
Ooh, you've got it bad I can tell
You want it bad, but oh well
Dude, what you got for me
Is something I
Something I don't need
Oh!
[Will.I.Am]
It's funny how a man only thinks about the...
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking at your...
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your...
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your...
[PCD]
I don't give a...
Keep looking at my...
'Cause it don't mean a thing if you're looking at my...
I'm a do my thing while you're playing with your...
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha
[Will.I.Am]
It's funny how a man only thinks about the...
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking at your...
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your...
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your...
[PCD]
I don't give a...
Keep looking at my...
'Cause it don't mean a thing if you're looking at my...
I'm a do my thing while you're playing with your...
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha
I had a dream...
A dream about a couple who got back together after a long time they broke up. best part was, it was the same couple! lol
why did i even post this.. what the hell-.-"
http://historyofvanadiel.shadow-ffxi.com/
In case you guys are wondering, what the hell have i been playing and wanna know more..
this is the place to visit hehe
i dont care if you guys know the following person im gonna mention, neiher do i CARE if you are reading this, Danial Tan.
I understand you kenna extra + guard duty 3 times in a row, but hey, come on man, THESE SHITS are YOUR, see again, in case you cant, Y O U R EXTRAS ok? dont whine like a bitch. take them like a man, like a soldier buddy.
to top it off, you called me this fucking morning to fucking replace you, omfg-.-" i know its norm B shld replace A when both of them are buddies but.. come on la. you told me you sick, i see you last night, ok what... haiz... you want to siam until like that meh?
i just dont want to say anything or do anything.
cos once i do...
i will MIA for the rest of your life like bo jia lan. so, yup.
been 9 months in army, 3 mths recruit, 6 mths OCS. i learnt alot and also changed alot. i dont have many best buddies in army. its like handful only. however they are not my bedside buddies, they are buddies i made when we chiong together, went thru the hard times together. i nv seem to be very gum with my bedside buddies. tmd cb... why huh? is it me? or im just this AS?
who cares man. serve 2yrs and fuck off lo. i dont care how they grade me for my apprsial, who cares.
i learnt many things from you. the current gulin you know, 1/2 is learnt from you. maybe you might not know but ya, there is always a side you guys wont get to see. im really grateful to you for what i am now. think will stop here.
late le!
take care ppl!
=/
just got back from outfield training.
seems to me... im like a fool who's been there for so long... so.. long.
我累了。。
真的很累
booking in tonight, booking out tml night, booking in next day night -.-"
hmmm...
dont know what to post...
3 weeks down the month will be taiwan liao =/
fast hor? lol..
ding, knn, so fast sat liao.....
tml need book in 2hr early, zzz sian bo.
hope tml can take pic ba.. =/
night all
you guys know neoprints? the pic gan small one, like your nail like that... actually, my whole life i only took less than 5 times of that dumb machine. one was quite some time back.. when i was sec 4, going poly 1 ba? next was you... guess thats the last time... i have always wanted to take those damn big de? just 2 person in that print...
but... i nv had the guts to do so... i see my frens pinned pics of their beloved one on the small mirror in brunei and in their bunks in SG even... =/
me? i didnt deco. my room tho. wanted to print pics but then.. . did not carry out..
i really really want to take 1 neoprint of that and put it in my wallet... *haiz* will see abt it ba... tired le..
in case you guys dont know, i was from scouts. im planning to go back to scouting, but at a district/national lvl. i dont mind going back to BDS(bedok south sec) and become a ldr over there but.. .the TIC is just too f up for me to go back. not only me who thinks like that, other ldrs feel the same way as me..
there is this PLTC/STC coming in end april or may i think.. i am put under catering. LOL hahahaha, funny hor? i also dont know how i ended up there. anyway, my sir wants to put me IC for this dept, if im still in taiwan or not free, my other scout kaki will take over me. hope i can help out for this camp... always wanted to go back scouting to @@
i have so many pics to upload.... ard... 600+ -.-?
tmd. not i take one la! hahahaha..
no money to buy 1 digi cam... so asked my fren take for me lo!
so many wonderful and interesting pics to upload to show you all, share my experiences but... too bad cam not mine =b wait ba
haha.
yo ppl! i just got back from Brunei training this morning. touched down in SG 0730.. only my sis came fectched me =b
bought absolut vodka raspberry to try.. hmmm.. anyone wanna share?
been there for 2 weeks... can say have fun and of cos, pain.. learnt lots of new things which will not be possible in SG..
will blog another time.. go try vodka le.. teheheh
lol, long time no blog..
ok..
for the pass 5 days, i was so tired! totally shagged out man.
did crossing of water obstacles. do le, do again, then do again... wah biang, like no tml.
then, did my SEOC ytd requirement was to clear 11 stations, with 1 complusory station in 30mins!
and guess what...
HAHAHAAHA NO NEED TO CLEAR LIAO!! WOOHOOO!!! i passed it in near 27mins. -.-" i know this is kinda lousy but who cares, ahaha.
what pissed me most during last week was ytd night when i was abt to bookout. my wing DI(duty instructor) asked us to area inspection @ 2000. and my wing 2IC told my fren will will bookout b4 1930...
argh.. whatever, doesnt matter now... =/
Richard Marx - Right here waiting
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' Crazy
2005 ended. lets welcome 2006
hmmm...
2005 has not been a bad yr for me.
grad. from TP... then entered army, finished BMT then enter ocs! lol
my sis got me my fave. black polo ralph tshirt! woot! haha thanks sis~~
didnt hope for many things this yr.. had wishes but not many came true~
oh well..
as for 2006...
hope to commission on july 2006 from ocs! heehee...
going brunei for training in 1 mth time. heh, shiok liao
will continue tml ba. lol
another year passed...
i remembered this time of the year... im not @ orchard road... tampines... or anywhere.
I was at her shop... celebrating with her frens, her mum and her mum's fren? lol.
had fun too... really miss... really miss...
doubt she reads it anymore. oh well.
Shin - 离歌
一开始我只相信 伟大的是感情
最后我无力的看清 强悍的是命运
妳还是选择回去 他刺痛妳的心 但妳不肯觉醒
妳说爱本就是梦境 跟妳借的幸福 我只能还妳
想留不能留 才最寂寞 没说完温柔 只剩离歌
心碎前一秒 用力的相拥着沉默
用心跳送妳 辛酸离歌(看不见永久 听见离歌)
原来爱是种任性 不该太多考虑
爱没有聪不聪明 只有愿不愿意
珊瑚海
(Jay) 海平面远方开始阴霾 悲伤要怎么平静纯白
我的脸上 始终挟带 一抹浅浅的无奈
(Lara) 你用唇语说你要离开(心不在)
那难过无声慢了下来
汹涌潮水 你听明白 不是浪而是泪海
(合) 转身离开 (你有话说不出来)
分手说不出来 海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
我们的爱(给的爱) 差异一直存在 (回不来)
风中尘埃 (等待) 竟累积成伤害
(合) 转身离开 (分手说不出来) 分手说不出来
蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
当初彼此(你我都) 不够成熟坦白 (不应该)
热情不再 (你的) 笑容勉强不来 爱深埋珊瑚海
(Jay) 毁坏的沙雕如何重来 有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
只是一切 结束太快 你说你无法释怀
(Lara) 贝壳里隐藏什么期待 (等花儿开)
我们也已经无心再猜
面向海风 碱碱的爱 尝不出还有未来
(合) 转身离开 (你有话说不出来)
分手说不出来 海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
我们的爱(给的爱) 差异一直存在 (回不来)
风中尘埃 (等待) 竟累积成伤害
(合) 转身离开 (分手说不出来)
分手说不出来 蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
当初彼此(你我都) 不够成熟坦白 (不应该)
热情不再 (你的) 笑容勉强不来 爱深埋珊瑚海
lol, long time no blog..
yay, back on wed... long leave till mon! woot
14 weeks passed in Sierra Wing... many things happened... happy and sad things.. dont know what to say.. i really miss them.. but i miss mohawk ppl more =b
now, all of us are entering pro term, all going diff vocations. will only get to see each other ... 5mths from now -.-? sian leh...
hope all of you take care out there ya?
P.S: its been a very long time since i last blog is bcos.. i had been playing game! lol
...
as usual, forgot what to blog.
shit man.. zzz
anyway, now, im left with exactly 6 more mths starting from ytd, 101205. weee
dont know which vocation i going to, Infantry(1st choice)? or support side.. =/
oh ya, another thing..
had a sec sch fren in ocs, well, he's quite a nice/good guy. we had this small arguement over some thing.. lol. now, we are not talking, like we are strangers. heh.
oh well, such is life.
I never believed in dreaming, it never got me very far
I never believed that love could find me, like an arrow through the heart
I never believed in miracles, or building castles in the air
Not until that day I found you, turned around and you were there
From the day you came, you gave me a whole new point of view
I've been touched by an angel, it's impossible, but true
I believe in you
I swear that forever from today, no one will ever take your place
I believe in you
And I believe our love will last always
I never believed in fairy tales, tho sometimes I wish I could
I never believed that golden slippers could ever find the perfect foot
I never believed in magic, or that wishes could come true
But your very kiss changed all this, something only you could do
You made me a believer, you made me trust again
You showed there's a pot of gold, at every rainbow's end
I believe in you
I swear that forever from today, no one will ever take your place
I believe in you
And I believe our love will last always
Only love, sets you free
And if you serve to fate, then you're my destiny
Now I know, now I see
Anything can happen, if you just believe
I believe in you
I swear that forever from today, no one will ever take your place
I believe in you
And I believe our love will last always
.
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heh.
lol. long time since i last posted. well, wanted to write lots of things de.. but i written them in my small note book which i left in camp.. so..lol
platoon field camp next week! haha. shiok liao.
new skin la..
-.-
ng g dou la -.-"
any mistakes, is due to pure tireness and all similiar things are purely frictional.
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just got back from sickbay in safti mi. guess why?
S O R E E Y E!! lolol
song. in sick bay from mon to today.. nbcb! sian... rot like fuck
glad to be home... to play game!
weeee
Lol.
One of my friend did it. thanks ^^
i doubt she remembers it.
You shouldnt know, but you know le.
i think the rest of the world doesnt care about it.
Oh well.
sigh. its a sad thing isnt it?
when i say something, i mean it. i really really do. ppl just dont trust me. bah.
guess im too introvert(sp?)?
i think of you day and night, you know?
im very tired... tekong is nv fun, regardless recruit or cadet.. bleah
Hmmm..
Tues going back tekong XD. song bo. sian man...
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sigh. possible?
woot! my first ippt gold in my whole life! omfg XDDDD
phew, personal goal.. now must improve!
hmmm..
i dont know what to blog... time just flies pass so fast when it comes to weekends... zzz
YAY! IM BACK GUYS! HAHAHAAHAHAHA! 3 WEEKS CONFINEMENT NO JOKE MAN -.-.
ok, shld go in chronological order.
210905:
I hate myself. Why? Cos i think im too sentimental. Everytime i think of Mohawk and things that happened in Tekong, i always want to cry. really miss my platoon mates and all the things related to Mohawk and tekong...
220905:
feeling sian... no motivation since entering this place, SAFTI MI OCS... have to know all the people's names again.... have to get use to the new enviroment ... zzz
230905:
went to do night topography somewhere pass pasir laba camp. sia la... fucking tough lor. endured the day and night topo. day was ok. night one.. killer. zzz trip here and there sia.... suffered a few bruises. sigh..
250905:
heh, called home and was glad to hear my family members' voices. haha........ damn happy... was very motivating... made me move on...
300905:
called one of my ff/best buddy last night. heh, so happy to talk to him sia. all the bs and stuffs. my mood is sooooo much better than last week le.
2 more days to parents' visiting day~
3 more days to initiation day
8 more days to first bookout!
8 more months + 1 week to commision from OCS -.-
Would you sleep at home without your main door locked?
Do you feel safe with your door unlocked while you are sleeping, with your plasma tv, computer, wife/husband, children mother-in-law ( -.- ) ?
NSF, airforce, navy, etc... are like locks of Singapore. To protect Singapore from external infiltrate!
011005:
so happy! tml can see my family le! haha. 2 weeks in BMT and 2 weeks in OCS is totally different sia....... the desire to see my family is soooooo strong.....
021005:
quite happy to see my whole family here in SAFTI MI!!! brought them to walk around in here..... then went home le... =/
031005:
feeling very sad and demoralized... had to move from platoon 3 to platoon 1....... my section 3 is like 1 strong iron chain. now, i have to leave the chain to join another.......
061005:
ok..... if you realize, when you read this entry, its already 2 more days to my first bookout in my stay in ocs. i have been here for like 3 weeks.. wow, near 1 month just like that... -.- cant wait man...
Ok, last post for the next 3 weeks.
For all my friends who are working, take good care of yourself. regardlss on where you work, let it be bird park, factory, whatever it is, take care ok?
I dont feel anything now. immune le. maybe army did this to me ba.
all of you take care ok? =)
ok, im posted to OCS. XD excited yet... worried. haha. dont know what will come sraight at my face for the next 9mths. the first 3 weeks confine liao~. ok... like that, 1 mth down, left 8mths~ so many things to bring in sia. -.-
i dont know what to bring in... but thanks to HWZ, i know le! XD so many things to pack.. sian bo. heard from the forums, Alpha wing 1st xiong, sierra, then tango~ lol.
i dont know want to go alpha or tango-.-" then when book out, is white long sleeve, black pants and leather shoes~ weeee.. training in jurong, siao bo. zz
haiz, pause for now. later or tml then blog ba
lol. hit the nail. song bo. its ok
such is life.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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O C S !!!!!!!!!!!!
EAT THIS! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOO
hoho, tml later @ 10am, will know where i posted to liu~ haha. dont know go where...
just recovered from fever. phew. not dengue. XD
tml can go exercise lo.
hmmm.. havent been feeling well since Sat night. bleah. aching all over my body. zzz
i thought it was nth... then sun fever lo~ woohoo. but i still went for my Mohawk Platoon4 BBQ @ east coast. wah, i asked the taxi uncle drop me at mac... then my fren told me pit is @ 46...
sia la. mac is pit 20+.... T.T feeling ah, walk till 46 zzz. then went to BBQ with fever.. bleah. ate 1 chicken wing, chicken piece(those like palm size de). then play dai dee. LOL. sia la, the food they bought is from Seoul garden .... total 300+ omfg -.-"
then went back home early. temp reached 37.5 XD not very high but.. ok la. took again this morning, 36.7.. not so bad le..
alright, i just got back from CDC, not comfort driving center. lol. forgot the first C le, DC is disease center. no... i dont have any disease.. my fren kenna dengue... bleah. today is his 4th day, he's feeling much better now as he can punch ppl, so ya, he's fine~
ok. i will try to post rubbish to make this post long for tonight.
i feel sad at times. why? cos i always feel im not wanted. life sucks. when i see my frens ard me having hard time, it seems that im indirectly affected too. guess im too sentimental ba. =/ not too gd i think..
i had a great time in Tekong Mohawk Company. Got to know many friends and made a few trustworthy friends! =) went thru all the shit and shared all the wonderful stuffs with them.
i would like to thank all my platoon friends. heard they gave good points on peer appraiseal(sp) for me. and my platoon commander decided to gave me platoon best title... but only to be rejected by my officier in command. thus my other good fren got it. Congrats man!
got medal sia. with his name on it.. =/ at first, i wasnt too bothered by not winning it. but when he received the medal... jealous sia haha. but oh well, just a title ba. got over it le.
hmmm... busy curing in FF11. continue later ba.
hmmm.
i realized my friends start to stop blogging.. lol
oh well..
hoho, finished 24km road march, SONG BO!
hahahahaha. left SOC -.- knn.
then tues is my POP day~~~~~~
hehehehe
Why Part if there is love...
And if you have to leave
With regret, i whisper...
"........................"
~~
Evanescence - My Immortal
I wish that you would just leave
cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I wiped away all of your tears
When you'd scream I fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
all of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face, it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All of the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I wiped away all of your tears
When you'd scream I fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I wiped away all of your tears
When you'd scream I fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
all of me
10 more days to pop...
im left with BAC(basic assault course), IPPT and 24km graduation march..
hmmm, maybe im just very tired, thats why moody now ba. dont feel like blogging,
see you guys later ba
sigh, book-in soon lo. this time alone.
my fren mis-fire, thus confinement. XDDDD
suay la he. take care all of you^^
yay, 2 more weeks to POP!~
shag ah... did my IPPT ytd~
i really really want to vent my anger here but i see no point. so i will just shut up abt my bunkmates.
no point, if i have bad things to say abt them, they confirm have things to say abt me one.
whatever~
... late liao!!!! posting this @ 6.51pm. just finished the half blood prince.
meeting fren @ 7 then head off to book in.
last word, take care pls.
pls... pls ... pls... i beg you to take good good care of yourself ok?
see you guys next weekend!
just got back from the SAF carnival @ marina south.
i changed my blog song to Forever Love by wang li hong.
this song best describe my feelings now..
Sigh.
I go out le. take care all.
this will be my last post for the day.
firstly, HAPPY 40TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! ^^)/
2ndly... hope my JP fren recovers asap~ T.T
hope all of you enjoy the National Day parade..
Me? booking in to Tekong, it is SO cool~ ...
take care all. i go prepare le~
interesting short hair.
l o l .
oh well, anyway..
ccb! slept @ 2.30am and woke @ 7.25am! smlj! zzz
is the what an NSF guy deserve? -.-
and guess what. woke up so early... only to eat breakfast in mac! argh zzz
cb la.. i want to sleep lor... -.-zzz
but hor, worse thing is... FF11 MAINTENANCE 18HRS!!!!!!!!! SMLJ!!!! SIAO BOOOOOOOO
THEN WHAT I DO NOW? play smlj other than listening to Jay now?
off com > go living room > watch tv cum read half prince! =D
will come in again later in the afternoon.
I miss you so badly. So badly i want to cry. but i cant.
Such is life.
life sucks. why must it happen to my friend?
my JP fren in FF11 has a rare illness.......
wtf lor. knn. zzz
he's gonna live with it now...
fuck lor. ccb.
i just hope he recover asap...
woot, just got back from another tiring outfield camp with Mohawk. -_-
tiring sia, knn zzz
tata for now, going to sleep now.
Nightz all.
...
I dont know what you want. Only you yourself know le.
if your hands are tied forever, what can i do? what can i say?
i wish you all the best =]
Phew...
Just got back from Mohawk one week Field Camp.
-.-
Tired ah! But...
All's over now.
However next week have S.I.T test. It's a camp whereby you will be grouped together with people from different platoons. then you will be given many situations and see how you react to them.
Sigh. Everytime i see you refering to someone in your blog, i always wonder, is it me? did i do anything wrong? did i do anything to make you angry? =/
tmr i go field camp liao. it will be a test on my endurance, will power and physical strength. i hope not to blow my top during this camp.
all of u take care and hope to see u guys on this friday.
Ok ppl, my morale for the past few weeks aint that high but im not going to show it out to all the ppl ard me. everything will be as normal.
my Field Camp is from 23/7-29/7. XD
lets all hope i survive thru this.
To lead, to excel, to overcome.
i will book out after my field camp @ friday evening.
gogo! jia you ba!
BMT starts on 11 of July. Chiong sua all the way liao.
Less admin(free) time, more road march. -_-
I still wondering if i want to go collect my cert in TP. I see la. if my commanders allow de hua, go lo. why not >.>
Since you chose this way, let it be.
Im thinking of the future, not the present.
If u want someone to be with u currently,
go ahead i wont stop you.
hope that you are alright.
no matter how hard your day was,
no matter how tough your day was,
always remember the day will end.
take care of yourself and hope that you are fine.
Before i go back to tekong, blog the last thought for the day.
I love you.
I dont know who is the gtb she is refering to..
But i hope she is able to savage the friendship/relationship she has with this person
^^
=/
I dont know if i still stand any chance~
sad sad..
just got home~ phew.
ate my lunch, going out now to play World of Warcraft @ fren hse.
anything sms or call me.
oh ya, cb toe, made me Attn B(excuse footwear) for 1 f-ing week! pcb! zzz
MIA on alot of things..... =/
I got a gf!
Her name is......
M175 ^^
M175 is my M-16 butt number. heh.
...
CB... had my toe stitched just now
knn.. bloody pain... -.-
see u guys on saturday, take care all.
=/
she mentioned something in her blog...
but im not sure who is she refering to...
guess is her guy ba...
fucked up life
fucked up toe
chao cb.
.....................................................................
Kill me. End this agnoy now. Please.
took me 15mins to gather my balls together and enter your shop -_-
i have so many to say and ask but like you said, silence might be the best ba..
Oh well. =/
Such is life~
But i want you to know..
I still love you.. no matter what..
I see this coming.
Long long ago. I stood no chance. But, i still go all out. I gave her my 101%. All i get back is bullshit.
Sigh.
Such is life.
I wish you all the best.
...
it is always so hard to get a straight ans. always so hard. is it bcos im not always there for you? or im not mature enuff? this is what i get for loving someone so deep.
Come on ppl, stab me.
To be loved is a bless and to love someone is agony.
Such is life.
Hmmm..
Now i know who truly cares and who doesnt.
To does who do, thanks alot for the care and concern, even if it's just 2 simple words take care, its greatly appriciated.
To does who doesnt, oh well, Such is life.
To all my readers out there, this will be my last post for the day, or even June. Please, do take care, yes, all of you. Stay healthy, i will be back.. in 3 weeks time?
When its time for BMT, i hope he dies in there. lucky bast*rd who passed 2nd attempt on NAPFA. wont be entering till Oct. But its good tho, otherwise i will be seeing him tml, which is something i loathe.
Good bye all. Miss you lots. C=
alright, lousy person finally finsihed his lousy day.
Hmmm.. But i lvled White mage(WHM) to 75(max) tho.. lol
Now i have 2 jobs 75. i dont know if i want to continue FF in the future...
Argh. Hope my viewers wont have a bad day like me C=
oyasumi.
and oh ya, my sis' such a nag...
"You bought things for your NS liao? prepare before hand leh, you always like that one, prepare last min. then rush here and there."
oh, wth. -.- toiletries, additional shirt and trousers. i need like last then half a day to pack lor zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i think now, first thing to prepare, are my specs. Give me opinions leh ppl.
a. those black frame specs
b. normal silver frame specs.
both with hooks behind to prevent specs from sliding down my nose-.-
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Its been a long time i felt like this..
Moody, frustrated, feel like biting someone off.
Sigh. Heavy hearted.
Who actually cares?
What a way to start your Thursday morning. Damn it.
Oh well,
Such is life.
9 more days to enlistment lo.
And also.. I passed my TP~
yay, lol.......
but no car -.-
...
sad, my instructor said my parking didnt improve. she said my usual performances for parallel and reverse parkings are 1min and below. today.. i took more than 1 min.. lol.. maybe bcos i was wearing sandals -.-?
oh well, all was fine i guess. wait till tml morning driving lesson, i'll show her. I wanted to tell her my toe was causing my performance but doubt that will change her mood. so i see no point in telling her. bah.
oh ya, my driving test aka TP(traffic police) is on 31/5/05. *prays* lol
Okay... I just got back from the clinic with my toe fixed.
Will not go much into details but generally, it's in-grown nail.
this is like the 2-3time i visited the clinic for the particular toe zzz
cb, spent soooo muuuch on it...
Waiting for the anaesthesia(sp?) to wear off.. lol
Hope it will recover before i enter NS in 2 weeks time =/
C=
the pain on my toe on my right foot is killing me again.. just when im about to enter NS. kns. zzz
tml after my driving, im gonna see the doc again, without telling my family..
but come to think again..
they will know it anyway -.-...
and my driving test is on 31/5
zzzzzzzzzz
haiz, sian. 19 days more to army..
i have been thinking all these while..
if we do get together.. but, i will enter army.. we wont be spending as much time together liao.. then.. aiya.. you know la, all those mixed feelings..
sigh T.T
=/
the gap between us is increasing, do you think so?
last time, you will /t me in game de..
or even give me a call to tc...
now?
in a few days, not even a /t from you..
is it just me?
dont even know whether you check my blog or not..
if you do and is reading this now, you must be thinking, ya, i dont care blah blah..
lol
interesting blogskin for you all.
night all.
bb
18 more days to TP.
No, not Temasek Poly.
Traffic Police la -.-
27 more days to Ptp.
No, not Pay to play.
Physical training Programme la -.-
4weeks of Ptp, 9weeks of BMT. Hohoho.
So.. I will finish on... whichever date that is. lol.
Some of you(till now, i still wonder if anyone reads my blog, lol) may think, this kuku one, siao bo, so happy go Army.
In fact, yup. I'm. lol
Till that day i'm out, i hope all of my friends will take good care of themselves.
Im entering my life's next stage.
Wow. lol, i dont know how to express how i feel now but Be Prepared is all i can say.
...
When i saw you.. i felt like a thousand needles pierced my heart..
You look so pale... so tired...
I really feel the pain in my heart....
sigh.
Take care ok? pls...
Time to blog.
See so many ppl who seldom update their blogs, i think its time i blog too ba.
Come to think back..
I have nothing to blog. lol!
Everyday at home lor. PLay game, zhuo bo, watch tv, mentally tired.
yay... quite happy though..
you finally msn me... i thought we really bound to drift... =/
i hope you like the present i gave you..
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Something that i feel, nothing personal, please dont take to heart:
when i got together with my first gf in sec sch, i loved her alot... thus, i tend to stick to her like a glue.. during break time, sit together with the same table with her gfs, so, im like the only guy among the girls on the table. come to think back, abit kuku. lol, thus, i drifted away from my usual gang. im not popular in my gang, im the follower, rather than the followed. haha.
So anyway, i feel that... as a bf/gf, you should not always stick to your other partner ba? even when both of you are having holidays, i REALLY(personally) think that there is no need to be together all the time. if you think she is the one, you have 40, 50, or even 60 years to see each other.
and no matter how deep your love is for each other, i guess you will get sian of looking at the same person everyday? ok, maybe some of out at this moment: "no leh, i everyday see him/her, buay(not) sian leh".
well.. like i stated, this is how i feel, but i believe how much BS i said here, couples out there, will believe they wont feel sian of seeing their other half for the rest of their lifes. I wont be sian of seeing my other half tho.
What im trying to say previously is, i see that there is no need to see your other half everyday ba. i guess you will tend to drift away from your friends if you spend most of your time with your other half?
no offences, not to anyone out there.
just my 2 gils.
Yay!! Hahahaha.
Pass sup paper le~
-.-.......
Can enter Uni.? =/
My friend asked me last night.
Why is there LOVE?
Love between friends and family not enough?
Lol.
I dont know what to reply.
Simple minded me replied: Hope? lol.
Hope? hahaha. was her reply to mine.
I mean..
Everyday, you wake up. Whether you go to work, school, small small things like a sms or 5mins call from someone you like or your bf/gf, makes you very happy, isnt it?
I dont know about you all but such things makes my day bright.
Makes you felt loved, cared and concern..
Oh well...
Long time no post, make a quickie one.
Wed sup paper... ok la. can pass score,
but still a P nia. kns. zzz
Went to friend belated celebration on Thurs, 1 day after my sup paper.
Went Seoul Garden in.. Orchard. lol
then went to bedok 85 talk cock with one of my fren.
take care all,
its sunday~! ^^
Just went to see what is required to enter Computer Engineering in NTU.
75% of Poly grades.
25% of O'levels
5% of CCA.
Dont know CCA for both poly and sec sch or only Poly.
To confirm enter U, best if your total grade is >= 3.
well, my grade is ard 2.3-2.5.
Hope my O level can help me.
Otherwise, bleah liao.
And also, i see AY06/07, whether they accept SAT or not, if NTU still do, i will study for SAT paper during my army days. then i go take SAT paper next year liao. SAT can also cover for my CCA points. lol
Go studying for sup paper le. bb
Yay.
Woke up 1hr ago.
Just finished adding links, changed the tagboard.
Welcome to my world.
I go study le.
I just change a new layout.
I lazy to change, go study liao. lol
Tml then edit ba.
I deleted your HP number le.
Dont ask me why
No.. Not you
I will never delete your number..
When was the last time you felt terrible when you love someone?
i dont know about you but i just felt it.
@ 9.00pm.
When was the last time you want to help someone you love but you felt useless ?
i dont know about the readers but i felt it months back.
You may think i talking shit.
You think that i dont want to talk to you.
You think i cant wait till Sunday ?
Im going crazy waiting for Sunday to come.
Not bcos i want an answer straight at my face at this very moment.
i dont dare to hear what is for me on Sunday.
i have been thinking of you day and night.
i really miss you.
But do you?
Do you really like me?
Im waiting for Sunday...
i folded 355 paper stars for you.
I know this is nothing to those people out there.
"Wah lao, 355 stars nia, i can make 2465156451064"
doh. i really dont care how many stars you people can make for her.
I make these stars with my sincerity.
Why?
Cos i really love you.
Im @ a mess now.
Lost for words.
something i took from Pinky page.
Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind.
If you base your relationship on feelings,
it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings.
Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.
Love her for who she is.
Don't even think about changing any bit about her.
6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities.
She's special & she will stay that way.
You change any part of her, you'll change her forever.
Don't substitute her for anyone else,
they are just unique in their own ways.
Love whole-heartedly.
She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treassure her.
She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town
but she chose you instead all because of love.
So love her guys, not play with her.
Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever
If you're with her, love her.
Don't cause a strain in the relationship,
you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity,
that's not respecting love at all.
Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be.
I've been there & I know how it feels.
Don't expect perfection from her.
She's the only one in the world &
she's done the best she could.
Like another girl while you're in a relationship?
Then I think it's time you remain single for a while.
Don't go around breaking girls' hearts,
it's the most tragic thing to do.
Tell the truth, never hide anything from her.
If you want her to tell you everything, do the same.
Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling",
how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way?
Be faithful, enough is enough.
Socialise only when you're single.
You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams.
Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.
It never kills to be romantic.
Think, be flexible.
Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her.
Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you.
Something sweet & simple always get the job done.
Money doesn't exist between couples,
it's the love.
Never promise her that you'll love her forever
because your forever might end the next day.
Love her as if each day is the last.
Sweet talking only applies for singles,
not for attached guys.
Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart.
It isn't good being too well-known too,
it'll give her a sense of insecurity.
Remember, INSECURITY.
Promise her & make sure you never break the promise.
Swear to her & make sure you live up to your word.
Pledge your love to her & her alone.
Loving her is giving her your heart to break it
but trusting her not to.
Same goes for her, giving u her heart means allowing u to break it
and trusting u not to.
Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it.
Should'nt you do the same thing as well?
That's love.
Give her your heart, your life, your everything.
Lay down your life & prepare to die for her
when the need arises.
But stay strong & live through another day,
she can never live without you.
Never, ever walk out of her life.
She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal,
she'd die.
Its her heart that you've broken,
how would you ever know how she feels?
Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory.
Don't leave her once you've won her love.
Love her all the way till the end of time,
love her till marriage, love her till old age,
love her till death.
If you can love her till the end of time,
you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.
She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise.
Win her heart back & love her all over again.
1 word to describe my feelings now.
f a r k e d
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Yup. i failed 1 subject........
SIAN LA...
WTF
SMLJ
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Its sad when the truth hits you straight in the face. Wham!
Seeing my friends put "COMPLETED COURSE OF STUDY FOR THE DIPLOMA IN COMPUTER ENGINEERING" in their msn nick makes me feel really very happy for them.
TP life is OVER people. =]
As for me?
Well... Need to study for the supp. paper then =/
You make me feel brand new
I am but a foolish man with
only love in his heart
The rain may come, the sun may set,
but I'll never let you go
All I need is your love, to hear
you say that I am your man
So tell me now and show me how
I could be your better man
*And I'll surrender everything just to be with you
There is no one in the world like you You make me real
*And I'll cross every ocean just to be with you
Baby you're my dream and you're my soul
You make me real
副歌：
Just like a flame
You're burning in my soul
You wake me from the cold
You make me real
And like a flame
You brighten up my world
Every corner bears a print of you
You really make me feel brand new
Like a flame
You glow within my heart forever more
You make me feel brand new
Nice song hor? =]
i love this.
just got back from watching the movie, the eye 10, or something like that.
Ten ways to see ghost:
Eye Transplant(The eye 1)
A woman get pregnant and commits suicide(The eye 2)
Ouija Board
Apply mud that a deceased is buried into onto your eyes.
Open yours legs wide and bend over.
Open Umbrella indoors
Pretend dead and visit the 'limbo' world
Play hide and seek. the seeker will hold a black cat and seek the rest. if you cant find the last guy, means a ghost is preventing the last guy to be found. let go of the cat and it will seek the last person out.
take 3 dishes and 1 bowl of soup and visit a crossroad and start taking chopsticks and start knocking on them.
last but not least, at the strike of midnight, comb your hair and to hope that you will see the ghost you wish to see.
My suggestion is.. not to try any of these >_< lol.
kinda kuku movie.. not worth.. lol
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It was a fakeaway for the previous post.
April Fool. lol
This was my first thought but... nvm..lol..
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Tired. Very tired. Didnt know i have been holding on for so long =/
Do i really like you?
Just like what you said, I also dont know.
Crush?
Liking as friend ?
i dont know.
My friend told me this:
You and her are like 2 horizontal lines they goes East and West.
Both of you will never meet.
True ?
=/ My good friend and his gf broke off not long ago..
Lasted 1 year ++..
=/
Sigh..
yay! Holidays le
Now, wait for results.
Anything sms or call me ba.
Very tired.
Life is never fair, is it?
Yup, life will NEVER be fair
=]
Sigh.
yup.
my exams are over =D
finally... can take a break..
Lets now pray no sup. paper for me.
Now, prepare for NS -.-
Tml is the start of everything. lol
First paper @ 2.30pm. its a 2hr paper i think.
hope i can pass ba.
to D: =/ i cant say much. its your choice, your route. the only disadvantage to you now is, she has a relationship that last for 2yrs.
To me, i think the only thing you can do now, is show her that you really care for her.
Care, concern and sincerity(sp?) are the most important things now. Jia you ba, good friend.
to you: study ah! -.- tml test le... jia you ok? ^^
As i write this.. im thinking, how many out there actually really knows me inside out? i really dont know. if i say i dont care about it, its fake.
true friends are hard to find, cherish them.
true love is harder to find, cherish them.
song for today:
S Club 7 In Too Deep lyrics
10:30 one more Friday night
I got my space so I wont be getting heavy anymore
Bring on the one to save me
To you it might sound crazy
Way down inside my heart
I'm drowning
I'm in too deep (in too deep, too deep, alright)
Let's take it easy, cool it down (in too deep, gotta hold it back somehow)
Can't help the way I'm feeling (in too deep, too deep, although)
I'm trying not to let it show (in too deep, I can't let you go)
I wait to find you by my side (oh yeah, you're freakin me again now)
How much more can I take this (babe, I gave you everything, yeah)
Bring on the one to save me
To you it might sound crazy
Way down inside my heart
I know
I'm in too deep (in too deep, too deep, alright)
Let's take it easy, cool it down (in too deep, gotta hold it back somehow)
Can't help the way I'm feeling (in too deep, too deep, although)
I'm trying not to let it show (in too deep, I can't let you go)
Everytime I let you know (well)
Gotta let the feeling flow (ooh)
Gotta let it fly by (oh)
(Too deep, too deep)
(Too deep, too deep)
Can't help the way I'm feeling (in too deep, too deep, although)
I'm trying not to let it show (in too deep, I can't let you go)
In too deep, too deep
In too deep, too deep
In too deep, too deep
zzzz 2 more days to the first paper of my final exmas in Temasek Poly.
wish me luck ba.
tml meeting my lecturer @ 10am.
today she was not free
Project almost done.. =/
Mon first paper... zzz
Jia you ba, fellow Computer Engineering Students! and Micro Eletronic students!
i go do project le, bb
later is my last presentation for the semster...
I dont know how the lecturer is going to ask qns -.-...
Woke up at 6am by myself and let my ma kb me -.- lame ah
she's quite pissed off with me for staying out till the weeee hours. lol
Go bath lo.
you: jia you ah, later driving =] and good luck for your TP on the following day ah! ^^
finally, this week is over~ what reports, presentations, projects, woot~, over liaozzzzz.
left 1 on mon, OS~ -.- operating system.
Night all
Good day =]
zzz
exams in 3 weeks time, this week last week for classes, then next week is study week, then week after next is exams! -.-"
stress stress stress! die.... so many reports not yet done XD
fuck off Lianji, fuck off Alvin.
You guys cant even have to share a bit of cost for the fucking HDD and rack which cost around 100 bucks. So, let me guess, its that fucking hard to fork out 30+ ?
You know what? i can afford the fucking 100 bucks, its no deal to me. But you know what, now i fucking know, what kind of friends i have now.
Lianji.. i maybe still can close 1 eye but Alvin, why you? we known each other for near 7years? you cant even help to offer a bit of help? thanks ah.
hahahaha.. wow. great man.. now, i have to fork out near 100 bucks to buy a 20GB(if possible) or even a 40GB and a hdd rack.
you guys dont want to pay, its ok la..
Now, i know. What are the type of friends i have around me. thanks for showing me, more reality of the real world. =]
doing ppt slides now for my technical presentation on 9/3/05. congrats to c0W for passing his Auto TP.. lol.. song bo..
i have so much to nag and complain about but.. to who? no one.. cant be V or D.. i will just write here ba....
i know that now, storyboard for the presentation is more important.. but, this is me, my character, my way of doing. i dont like to leave things hanging in mid air. esp when it will decide whether i pass or fail my major project. storyboard is due a few days from now, i know that too. but come on, we know this project by the back of our hands. you think you cant think of what to write and make it sound as if wowgreatandinterestingprojectyouhavethere. i dont know if you can or not, if you cant, then, wow, what have you been doing for the pass 3000 years ?
you write your own RMS, i write the server. now, the project is almost done, im doing myself, you and our group a favour. i dont dare say big but at least good enough to save my ass. im not saying im selfish but at least, i have something to answer to myself, i did and finished something today. now you tell me heck the project, im sorry, i can only tell you, i cant do that. to put it ugly: of cos la, you finish "your" RMS liao, can relax leh mah. can MS/ROSE liao ma. good for you. im here, trying to understand what yor RMS shit is doing, trying to make it work with the client and server. im even bothering 1 of my fren to help me with it. you understand the RMS? huh? dont BS please.
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feel a bit good now.. lol.. ill continue to go write my ppt slides and storyboard.
you: i love your other blog's pic, the 4th row from the left. the one with you wearing a cap, looks so nice and cool. and the one with you wearing specs, haha.. both i like it alot.. =] take care ya?
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Not recovered yet. . . zzz
Im sorry i cant help you that much >_<
go sleep liao...
aching all over...